harraser
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 3, 2001
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Numbers bouncing around my head,
Mixing up, upside-down and back-to-front
Ive got a test today
I know im gonna fail
And at the moment i really dont care
Its not important right now.
The phone died a little while ago
I didnt even get the chance to say goodbye
Even though I know Ill speak to you soon
Im sad for the few moments lost.
Every moment spent with you
Is worth, to me, a thousand days alone.
And you know how I love my solitude.
So I sit here,
Thinking of all the things i should have said,
Staring at these equations I should know,
Not even seeing them, let alone remembering.
"Goodbye beautiful.
I love you more with every day
And i cant wait till we see each other.
I love you, I love you, I love you
*Mwah* Bye bye"
I hang up the phone with a huge smile on my face,
Thinking about our conversation,
And the smile i know is playing on your lips.
I guess some things just arent meant to be.
And, forcing myself to think of the numbers,
Putting in the effort to at least fail with style,
I turn back to the books.
Feeling morose coz i was too busy fucking around
To say what was important.
And the phone rings.
How did you know
That I was thinking of you?
That I just wanted to hear your voice again?
That I wanted those last few seconds back?
And I wonder if you knew
That that little call,
28 seconds if my phone is correct,
Made my day
More than all the time we'd spoken before.
You made everything feel ok
Im still going to fail,
And I still dont care.
But now because im happy
Content
Coz how could i be sad
When Ive just spoken to you?
You turn me into joy personified.
Thank you.
I love you
~anthony
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I had just written the first half of this when the phone rang and made my day
Mixing up, upside-down and back-to-front
Ive got a test today
I know im gonna fail
And at the moment i really dont care
Its not important right now.
The phone died a little while ago
I didnt even get the chance to say goodbye
Even though I know Ill speak to you soon
Im sad for the few moments lost.
Every moment spent with you
Is worth, to me, a thousand days alone.
And you know how I love my solitude.
So I sit here,
Thinking of all the things i should have said,
Staring at these equations I should know,
Not even seeing them, let alone remembering.
"Goodbye beautiful.
I love you more with every day
And i cant wait till we see each other.
I love you, I love you, I love you
*Mwah* Bye bye"
I hang up the phone with a huge smile on my face,
Thinking about our conversation,
And the smile i know is playing on your lips.
I guess some things just arent meant to be.
And, forcing myself to think of the numbers,
Putting in the effort to at least fail with style,
I turn back to the books.
Feeling morose coz i was too busy fucking around
To say what was important.
And the phone rings.
How did you know
That I was thinking of you?
That I just wanted to hear your voice again?
That I wanted those last few seconds back?
And I wonder if you knew
That that little call,
28 seconds if my phone is correct,
Made my day
More than all the time we'd spoken before.
You made everything feel ok
Im still going to fail,
And I still dont care.
But now because im happy
Content
Coz how could i be sad
When Ive just spoken to you?
You turn me into joy personified.
Thank you.
I love you
~anthony
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I had just written the first half of this when the phone rang and made my day
