fml - ftw - fe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0OOFN1z45CI

Rewording a good song...but oh well...

I miss the look of wonder in your eyes
The way your soft brown hair felt
I miss the power of your kiss
But baby most of all

I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend

I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those big brown eyes
I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now
Saying it'll be alright

I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend

I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss the silly fights
The making up
The morning talks
And those late afternoon walks

I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with

The one I confided in with no hesitation in 10 feet under for years. I miss the freedom of not worrying about what I said, when i said it, and the love.

The freedom of not worrying, the freedom of just talking, the freedom of just holding each other through both our tears, both our struggles, holding, kissing, loving each other like no other. Just being there for one another, through our good and bad times, our weaknesses and strengths.

I have someone to confide in but not my heart and soul. Maybe I can? I don't know. I am so lost at what I can and cannot do with him.

I am so lost, so fucking lost sometimes, sometimes I just need a hug, and no one gives a flying fuck. Really no one does, how fucking nice is that. Then people wonder why I am so emo and fucked up. I just want to be held, to be wanted, to be loved by someone who is IN LOVE with me. What is so wrong with that?

what is so wrong to be in love and for that person to love you the same way back. To SHOW it once in awhile. Maybe SAY it once in a blue moon. What is so wrong with falling in love with a man that you makes you feel like no other has....?

Its not a weekness, it's a strength. Its courage. It's fucking awesome if you can find that in life. More so more than once, after your greatest love blows his head off in front of you.... and you can have the courage to fall in love dispite the fear of your past, of your fucked up life.....

Love is a strength,courage, honor, and if your lucky forever eternal.

whatever, pill time, emo time over.
 
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