Everything is too intense to be put into words right now.
I am extremely happy, a little confused, a bit frightened and overwhelmed.
I know its going to be okay.
I must stay on the right path and not fall into the meth trap. As much as it is my usual method of coping with all issues that arise, it actually causes these issues to become so abnormal I cant possibly deal with them without being damaged.
I know that I am loved. I also love. And this is the real way to be, the way I am meant to live.

I am extremely happy, a little confused, a bit frightened and overwhelmed.
I know its going to be okay.
I must stay on the right path and not fall into the meth trap. As much as it is my usual method of coping with all issues that arise, it actually causes these issues to become so abnormal I cant possibly deal with them without being damaged.
I know that I am loved. I also love. And this is the real way to be, the way I am meant to live.

