miss.m.amphet
Greenlighter
Um hey just posting for the first time. figured this was appropriate considering ive been couch surfing for over a year now, having had way too much "success" to find a normal job and be happy for myself/by myself.
Im just another lonely night owl in the center of the U.S. based in okc oklahoma. wondering if i will always feel so lonely. all my "friends" are either 40 yr. old single d. men or girls 25 and up who want to use me for my car or whatever else they think they can get away with. im 21 and currently going over the expectancy of an early expiration date.
finding solace at the home of my ex and his parents. if i hadn't burned every bridge i once crossed it would make for awkward hang outs ending in me tucking tail and returning to an abusive relationship. I know that there are people out there who are happy with less but still fuck a bunch of me. cant get enough self destruction to ease my addicted brain.
Im just another lonely night owl in the center of the U.S. based in okc oklahoma. wondering if i will always feel so lonely. all my "friends" are either 40 yr. old single d. men or girls 25 and up who want to use me for my car or whatever else they think they can get away with. im 21 and currently going over the expectancy of an early expiration date.
finding solace at the home of my ex and his parents. if i hadn't burned every bridge i once crossed it would make for awkward hang outs ending in me tucking tail and returning to an abusive relationship. I know that there are people out there who are happy with less but still fuck a bunch of me. cant get enough self destruction to ease my addicted brain.
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