five days of madiness.

[unicorn83]

3 pills, 3 lines, endless shots, 3 guys
and five days.
months of working on me
all went down the drain.
tomorrow more drugs will be on my door.
and my ex staggering behind.
the guy i longed to have for so long,
i thought i got,
but he got me
and left me behind.
i hooked up with a model! but do looks
really matter now?
i'm so meesed up
i'm so confused
what do i want?
what do i need?
got my grades did ok.
will be going back home next week
with the same fake smile
leaving all the shit behind.
but i'll be back here soon,
back to the drugs
the guys
the mess
the confusion
the denial.
and the five days of madness.

 

[harraser]

I just suck at thinking of things to say today

months of working on me
all went down the drain
momentary relapses are understandable and nothing is down the drain as long as you just start again. *hugs* I really dont know the situation darls so I cant really comment but if you need to talk youve go tmy addy.luv you