watermellon
Bluelighter
Well I've been fucking around with opiates for 5 years with no dependence problems....until the last 3 months when me and my gf split if. I was pretty depressed so I used at least 5 times a week in the beginning then got up to 6-7 days a week. Tolerance went pretty high. At my highest I needed 90mg of roxy. Usually always up the nose, sometimes split it half and half. If they were good bags (3hrs from philly, 2 from nyc, 1.5 from reading pa) 2 would get me pretty good. I only snorted it and did way more roxy, like a 3:1 ratio.
Prior to the last 3 months I was doing vicodin/percs 2 sometimes 3 times a week. The highest I would ever dose then would be 50mg with the norco's or 35-40 of oral oxy ir. Now those dose's make me feel normal. I didn't take any opiates this past friday, felt fine that day, got a little buzzed at night tohelp sleep. Saturday morning rolls around still feeling ok, kinda slow from the alcohol. I drank half of a 750ml of wine and 3 beers so I really wasn't hung over. Then around 2:30 in the afternoon when I came in from doing firewood I start feeling like I'm getting the flu. Evening rolls around and I have a fever of 101, chills, the lights and tv hurt my eyes. This was my first time ever experiencing wd's. At 10 I couldn't take it anymore and got 4 norco's and felt 100% better. Took 2 more yesterday and 1 today.
I'm hoping for the best. I just got back into lifting, Lost 10lbs from being high all the time and not lifting regularly and not eating right. I'm off right now for the next few weeks so fuck it i'm going cold turkey. Oh forgot i'm done with cigs too, haven't had one since saturday. Weed and hash really helps with both. I just need some words of wisdom cause lets face it. I have a very addictive personality. Even though I've been chipping for 5-6 years I knew in the back of my head one day this would eventually happen. I need to quit hanging around with the people I used to cop with even tho there close friends. I'm just gonna be too tempted if I don't
Prior to the last 3 months I was doing vicodin/percs 2 sometimes 3 times a week. The highest I would ever dose then would be 50mg with the norco's or 35-40 of oral oxy ir. Now those dose's make me feel normal. I didn't take any opiates this past friday, felt fine that day, got a little buzzed at night tohelp sleep. Saturday morning rolls around still feeling ok, kinda slow from the alcohol. I drank half of a 750ml of wine and 3 beers so I really wasn't hung over. Then around 2:30 in the afternoon when I came in from doing firewood I start feeling like I'm getting the flu. Evening rolls around and I have a fever of 101, chills, the lights and tv hurt my eyes. This was my first time ever experiencing wd's. At 10 I couldn't take it anymore and got 4 norco's and felt 100% better. Took 2 more yesterday and 1 today.
I'm hoping for the best. I just got back into lifting, Lost 10lbs from being high all the time and not lifting regularly and not eating right. I'm off right now for the next few weeks so fuck it i'm going cold turkey. Oh forgot i'm done with cigs too, haven't had one since saturday. Weed and hash really helps with both. I just need some words of wisdom cause lets face it. I have a very addictive personality. Even though I've been chipping for 5-6 years I knew in the back of my head one day this would eventually happen. I need to quit hanging around with the people I used to cop with even tho there close friends. I'm just gonna be too tempted if I don't
