So I tried ecstasy for the first time the other day and I have mixed feelings about it. It was a blue pill called aquamarine. I was actually wondering if anyone had ever heard it or tried it before. I was also wondering if I'll ever find out what it was cut with because I looked up E and read that it could be cut with some pretty nasty stuff.
I was pretty nervous about trying it so I started off with just half. I waited for about 45 minutes and started to feel kind of anxious. I always have had anxiety problems so I didn't realize that was the pill kicking in until later. My friends asked me did I feel anything and I said no and that I wanted the other half of my pill. We didn't realize that the guy we were with didn't snort his whole pill (I took mine the normal way) and he put his crumbs in with my half a pill. So I actually took my other half plus the half he ground up. Needless to say I was rolling balls about an hour later (after puking, is that normal)! For the most part I had a lot of fun. I was with my clique so I felt good. I wanted to hug everyone and dance and started grinding my teeth. I still don't know why. Actually the teeth grinding part was crazy because I started chewing on my tongue too until my friend got me a straw to chew on. My boyfriend came home and I immediately went to hug him. He was mad that I popped an E so he was giving me attitude. I kept feeling really sad for like 30 seconds and then I was happy as could be all over again. The problem was I had no concept of time and when I thought I was waiting hours to try to hug him again it was actually minutes. lol. Needless to say every part of my night that did not include my boyfriend was awesome, but he kept making me want to cry only I couldn't cry or get mad at him.
I don't know if it's because it was my first time taking it or not but it lasted all night and the next day it took me about 8 hours to come down, and then I never came down all the way because we all took another half the next night. Another question I had is about getting mad on E. About twelve hours after I took the pill I was alone and thinking about my boyfriend. So I went to wake him up (not smart but I couldn't help it) to ask him why he was being so mean to me. He kept being mean anyway and then all of a sudden I felt like something inside of me exploded and I completely freaked out screaming at the top of my lungs. I got super mad super fast and couldn't control it at all. Is that also normal? Sorry for all the questions. I guess I'm asking because someone wants to give me Molly this week and I'm not sure if I want to do it again. I'm trying to figure out what was normal and what may not have been normal. Any help?
I was pretty nervous about trying it so I started off with just half. I waited for about 45 minutes and started to feel kind of anxious. I always have had anxiety problems so I didn't realize that was the pill kicking in until later. My friends asked me did I feel anything and I said no and that I wanted the other half of my pill. We didn't realize that the guy we were with didn't snort his whole pill (I took mine the normal way) and he put his crumbs in with my half a pill. So I actually took my other half plus the half he ground up. Needless to say I was rolling balls about an hour later (after puking, is that normal)! For the most part I had a lot of fun. I was with my clique so I felt good. I wanted to hug everyone and dance and started grinding my teeth. I still don't know why. Actually the teeth grinding part was crazy because I started chewing on my tongue too until my friend got me a straw to chew on. My boyfriend came home and I immediately went to hug him. He was mad that I popped an E so he was giving me attitude. I kept feeling really sad for like 30 seconds and then I was happy as could be all over again. The problem was I had no concept of time and when I thought I was waiting hours to try to hug him again it was actually minutes. lol. Needless to say every part of my night that did not include my boyfriend was awesome, but he kept making me want to cry only I couldn't cry or get mad at him.
I don't know if it's because it was my first time taking it or not but it lasted all night and the next day it took me about 8 hours to come down, and then I never came down all the way because we all took another half the next night. Another question I had is about getting mad on E. About twelve hours after I took the pill I was alone and thinking about my boyfriend. So I went to wake him up (not smart but I couldn't help it) to ask him why he was being so mean to me. He kept being mean anyway and then all of a sudden I felt like something inside of me exploded and I completely freaked out screaming at the top of my lungs. I got super mad super fast and couldn't control it at all. Is that also normal? Sorry for all the questions. I guess I'm asking because someone wants to give me Molly this week and I'm not sure if I want to do it again. I'm trying to figure out what was normal and what may not have been normal. Any help?

