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First time smoking weed in 7 months!

ShAYZoN

ShAYZoN

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It's been seven months sense my last toke on sweet Mary Jane... And man HHS I missed it, some people might remember my thread about me having insane anxiety after an overdose experiance with weed adderall and ecstasy... I was a cronic and heavy smoker before my anxiety stage but when it happend weed lost all appeal being one of the most anxious/parionod experiences for me after the hellish experience....

People told me to give up or take a long break which I did very willingly. Today like I said I smoked for the first time in a long time I only took about 3 small tokes and made sure to keep my mind activey so I didnt think about it to much.:. But happy to report no anxiety no stressful thoughts or paranoia but I also wasn't so far gone were I couldn't think straight.. But I wanna start extremely slow... ( hopefully I have the right idea) I'm never abusing weed again when I say abuse I mean I smoked way to much weed like everyday all day sorta thing lol!! If anyone has any ideas on how to keep anxiety to a minimum if some sort of situation arises tips would be much appreciated... I miss MJ so relaxing and peaceful!!! Hopefully it will stay the way if I just use sparingly and not like a dumbass... Anyways super tired TTYL!!
 
Man I miss my reefer I get tested at random for my job its been 2 years for me with a few times of taking a puff or so but I cant imagine how zooted I would be if I smoked now lol.
 
I wish I could stop for that long just to feel THAT high again!!! I guess I would suggest using it for recreational use and not for when you feel anxious or stressed out- it might trigger some anxious feelings from before, unless you feel comfortable to. I know that when I am stressed out- weed really helps, but I have never gotten anxious feelings from weed before.
 
The best way I know of to control anxiety is to cultivate a regular meditation practice.
By doing this, one learns to control one's mind, so that it can't run away by itself and go places that are bad...
Even 30 minutes a day is enough, I would say, though I myself do one hour.
 
Ok weed when I first started gave me such bad bad anxiety first couple times I smoked. You know how it is when you never got high before and don't know what to expect so you just rip the jay or bowl like it's goin outa style. Well I did that my first couple times and I triped the he'll out which kept me away from it for bout lil less then a year.

I started getting a desire to get a high that was like relaxing and floaty without the paranoia(let me tell you I got it baaad my first times) so what I decided what I was ganna do was take just a small babbie rip because all I wanted was just a bit of a tired/relaxed not a care in the world type feeling. I did that and got my effects I wanted. Then I started getting alik more brave and took more hits as I got conftable with it more. When I did I had a anxiety trip again but I was with friends around my neighborhoid i chilled with every day and got over it because I didn't over smoke myself. And after that episode I grew to be comftable with bud and now can smoke smoke and smoke with out getting a ounce of paranoia. I get a bit if social anxiety when around people blazed now but I get my self over that. Takes a couple min. But I always end up fine. When I'm by myself and smoke I don't get ANY bad affects from it now.

The key is smoke just a little each time and you will get comfy with it. I recommend after you get used to it again for a little bit, is take one fatty rip, hold it in, cough and be high. And when/if you get paranoia and anxiety just think "I only took one hit it's not going to get that bad" your thoughts will be much more controllable and you will have control of them AND you will still be faded :) So once you get contol and feel better and feel faded if you want to keep the buzz goin take another fatty hit and you won't get the paranoia like you did your first hit because you just calmed down from it(hope that made since). And just remember it's a drug that doesent do any harm to you...won't kill you or put you in the hospital.

I hope all that was useful to you and wasn't just some complete unsinceless rant to you. I like trying to help people that react to bud like that because I used to react to bud like that and the feelings I got when stoned were just undescribably terrifying lol but it's all good because I relized it was just heavy paranoia and anxiety. I used to think I was dyeing from weed lol but now I smoke and people won't even know I'm high(unless my eyes are bloodshot which they get badly lol which is why I named my name stonedface)


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