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vacant_mind

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I'm sorry for posting this if a similar post has been made - I've been trying to look at the various threads, have looked at the "Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Ecstasy" page, and read some things on Erowid - but I'm really scared right now ...

I've never done any kind of "illicit" drug (unless you count one time smoking marijuana), but have taken my fair share of Rx drugs, but on Friday night around 10pm I had Molly (it was a pure white crystal with a very bitter taste - I was told this was normal). I'm fairly small - 5'2" and 110 lbs, female, in my 20's. I was told to lick my finger, dip it in this little bag, and then suck on my finger. So I did it once and didn't really feel anything. I did this a total of three times in the span of about two hours. After the third time I was paranoid as hell, felt nauseous, paralyzed ... one moment I'd feel as high as a kite, the next moment I'd feel like I was going to break into a million pieces and die. I was, of course, thirsty as could be. I felt like my legs were going to fall off (actually, I wanted to cut one my legs off it was creeping out so bad) and my heart was racing. I could barely stand up and felt like a zombie. I was, however, able to drive myself home around 4:30am. Ok, so my questions are ...

1) How much did I take? I really don't know anything about the drug or have a clue about grams, etc. My index finger was covered in the Molly down to my first knuckle each of the three times.

2) I haven't really had a terrible time sleeping, but ever since Saturday morning everytime I wake up I feel like I've been hit by a train. I can't concentrate AT ALL, am so jittery, feel completely and utterly spaced out. I feel like I'm catching a cold. I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster. I swear this is the craziest I've ever felt in my life. I want to jump out of my skin. I'm irritable, paranoid, twitchy, loopy. Everything sounds too loud. The light is too bright. Worst feeling ever.

I guess, all-in-all, I'm wondering - how much did I take and when will this insanity go away? UGH. :( Thanks to anyone for your help ... I'm really freaked out by all of this.
 
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It will pass, moderate exercise will help you get it (whatever it is) out of your system.
Try and eat and drink lots of water.
 
thank you very much for your input and advice. i'm pretty sure it was the real stuff, but i realize that i can't be certain. thanks.
 
vacant_mind said:
thank you very much for your input and advice. i'm pretty sure it was the real stuff, but i realize that i can't be certain. thanks.
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dont mean to sound like a dick but you said you dont know much about the drug and if this was your first time you have nothing to base the feeling on. the effects you said are nothing to what mdma actually feels like. if you ever get ahold of some real mdma you will know it trust me lol. but like i said, no way to know for sure what you took but what it sounds like to me is some form of amphetamines.
 
that's ok you don't sound like a dick. you're right i don't know. the reason i think it was the real stuff is because of the group of people i was around (they've all done molly numerous times), but i know i can't be certain. i mean i felt all those crazy things i described, but i also felt a lot of the molly effects i've read/heard about too - it's just that the former (by way of my extreme anxiety problem) freaked me out more.

EDIT: i mean this is also what i felt like - extremely sexual, uninhibited, warm, quickened heart beat, like i was going to melt into everyone and everything ... the only reason why i am/was so anxious is because those effects didn't last very long, but yeah i appreciate your input it could have been amphetamines or something else
 
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i doubt someones gonn asell crystal as molly
it sounds like you took too much, especially if you got the entactogenic effects.
i mean from your description id assume its real, but who knows, molly DOES have a distinctive taste tho.
amphetamine tastes way different than molly IME
 
LSDMDMA&8947961 said:
i doubt someones gonn asell crystal as molly
it sounds like you took too much, especially if you got the entactogenic effects.
i mean from your description id assume its real, but who knows, molly DOES have a distinctive taste tho.
amphetamine tastes way different than molly IME
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well you can get the cheap bathtub meth a lot cheaper than molly lol. too bad the OP didnt snort any, only because the burn could have been an indicator. i have never snorted pure molly but i have snorted meth and X pills and while X pills burn (when you're sober) amphetamines burns a hell of a lot more.
 
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