im not having a hard time typing actually my keyboard is just fucked up and sometimes doesnt pick up what i type. also the only issues ive had is being ITCHY AS FUCK and having a wierd indescribable feeling in my ear.
any advice for either of these

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i don't know how the hell you guys suggested that the OP take all of what he had for his first opiate experience. i've been thinking this a lot lately because i've been seeing it all over multiple threads. some people are suggesting way too high of doses for inquiring first-timers, imo. in one thread someone told an opiate naive poster to try 10mg opana for their first go-round with opiates. not a smart suggestion if you ask me.
the first time i ever used opiates was when i had my wisdom teeth removed and 20mg of hydroodone had me in la-la land for sure; drooling and talking crazy with a pirate eye goin' on (the one eye open, one closed look). when i first started using opiates recreationally, 10mg of oxycodone would have me fucked all day. the first time i took 20mg in a day i thought for sure i was going to die of an overdose.
Okay, it's obvious that OP was intending on taking the opiates to begin with, and was simply asking the best way to do so. Comments like this are not helpful whatsoever.
I don't see the big deal if he provides a bit of discouragement. Opioids do often put you in a nasty place eventually. There's nothing wrong with any kind of contribution to the topic at hand so long as it's relevant to an appreciable degree.
1. We are here to warn and educate, not discourage.
I'm sure a very large number of addicts "got the idea" of tolerance and addiction far before becoming addicted.2. If he's/she's here, he/she should have gotten the idea of tolerance and addiction long ago, especially if he/she asked about a safe dose.
3. Anymore than two people saying "not to do it" per thread is just plain redundant and sheer annoying to the point where every damn thread in BDD is crowded with preaching.
Okay, it's obvious that OP was intending on taking the opiates to begin with, and was simply asking the best way to do so. Comments like this are not helpful whatsoever.
I really wonder why, when a nubie asks for advice, someone inevitably comes around and says "don't do it, just put the drugs down and walk away, don't even start."
I mean what's the point? Do you really think ANYONE has ever stared at the screen at said, "you know what? Sir Sniffs-a-lot is right! What am I thinking? Thank god that kind gentleman took the time to set me straight!"
Has never happened, will never happen. If someone has taken the time to research drugs and found THIS place, a 24/7 all-drugs-all-the-time Internet haven (and took the time to create an account so they could post), it means they are pretty damn dedicated to the cause.
This is a person who has given it PLENTY of thought and has almost certainly wrestled with the "should I or shouldn't I?" subject.
So please, don't insult the OP or patronize them, because that's what it feels like every time I see some retard chime in with "don't do it!"
It's almost as bad as some holier-than-thou know it all going on a rant and telling everyone else in the forum how they should act.
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I am not trying to talk anyone out of experimenting with whatever drug they please, I just have to tell people of my dance with the devil. It would not be right not to.
this is why- exactly as infiltratah said, it wouldn't be right not to put the ugly reminder out there.
now, i'm also against plainly telling people "don't do it." demands like this are futile. first off, no one is going to follow the orders given to them by a stranger on a forum. secondly, it's generally controlling statements like these that make individuals want to disobey them even more. i'm sure the OP has 'done his homework' per say on the new substance he wants to try (otherwise, like john_burrows said- he wouldn't be here. he would have already tried it). however, when something is new, it's exciting- and that is what causes the negatives//dangers to be taken lightly or overlooked all together (i'm not talking specifically about the OP or saying this is always the case either).
but! it never hurts to (re)inform people of the possibilities- good and badi feel that as long as i am helping the OP (or at least trying) with whatever it is they came here for, then i might as well throw that reminder out there. some people prefer to shrug it off and pretend that these terrible things can't//won't happen to them. if it is repeatedly put out there, maybe that thought will stay with them in the back of their mind further on down the road, maybe.
and lastly, don't get me wrong- i am all for the "it's my body & i can do whatever i want with it (including putting potentially dangerous substances into it)" way of thinking and i'm also all for drug experimentation & trying things at least once. these forums are for harm reduction though and if that reminder helps someone out in five years to recognize when their recreational drug use is starting to get out of control before it goes too far, then my job is done. even if it's only one out of a million.
sorry for the mega long rant! i'm high![]()
and i mean(t) no disrespect to anyone here!
i'm not implying that he definitely will keep the caution//warning in mind or even think twice about it for that matter.
however, as someone who has been through it, i feel that it's kind of my job to (re)inform people of the possibility. whether or not they blow it off is their prerogative, but i did my part. in turn, i'm willing to bet that there is at least one person out there who has in some way benefited from the warnings//reminders.
also- i'm not telling anyone not to get addicted. that's retarded. i'm simply mentioning that the possibility is always going to be there and i recommend treading carefully. i may also suggest tactics to avoid such a disaster (i.e. a strict using schedule).
yeah, no point in sleeping, it'd be a waste.. um
noone plans on getting hooked man....
noone