frostyangel
Bluelighter
content
For the first time I look back,
with contentment. I never
thought I would get this far.
Breathing life down this unforsaken
path, I didn't know I would become,
this strong out of your weakness.
For all the pain you caused me, in
my only childhood, I smile, today.
Leaving all that should have been
lost behind, it is a bright new day,
A day for you and me to say goodbye,
to the wicked witch that took over your
soul, and even though she isn't gone,
I'll pretend you love me the way, a mother
should love her daughter.
You had left your skies so grey,
you drowned them down to the
wepping puddle, found underneath
your sorry rocking chair, the breath
of life had begun to pass you by,
as you stared at that empty window
cell, where your plants had been left
dying, my fingers would snap in angry
furry, trying to blink you back into my
reality, which was known as your hell,
and I begged you to know just one thing
one thing about your only daughter,
and you laughed at the thought that
You told me, I was the crazy one,
I was the crazy one, that you believed,
was in need of your help, my life was not
yours, but you made me live, thoughout
your death, the smell, of uncaring, feelings
told me you were nothing but a living dead
person, who didn't care what would shelter
your wasted flesh tonite.
And I would lie down in the bed that was
made to be never undone, finding that
you left the emotions toward what you create
at the door, if you didn't want this, you
should have gave up to my dreams,
that I always knew would never come true
I found myself better off today,
it's sad to say,
that we never went out and played,
for here in this chair, you'll stay,
and I will turn around after locking
this part out of my life, only to find
that what you see through those eyes
is your highschool memories, when you
once were alive, and I will always wish to
know that girl, I heard she was wonderful,
and In her future site, she never knew she would
be consumed by an empty can.
For the first time I look back,
with contentment. I never
thought I would get this far.
Breathing life down this unforsaken
path, I didn't know I would become,
this strong out of your weakness.
For all the pain you caused me, in
my only childhood, I smile, today.
Leaving all that should have been
lost behind, it is a bright new day,
A day for you and me to say goodbye,
to the wicked witch that took over your
soul, and even though she isn't gone,
I'll pretend you love me the way, a mother
should love her daughter.
You had left your skies so grey,
you drowned them down to the
wepping puddle, found underneath
your sorry rocking chair, the breath
of life had begun to pass you by,
as you stared at that empty window
cell, where your plants had been left
dying, my fingers would snap in angry
furry, trying to blink you back into my
reality, which was known as your hell,
and I begged you to know just one thing
one thing about your only daughter,
and you laughed at the thought that
You told me, I was the crazy one,
I was the crazy one, that you believed,
was in need of your help, my life was not
yours, but you made me live, thoughout
your death, the smell, of uncaring, feelings
told me you were nothing but a living dead
person, who didn't care what would shelter
your wasted flesh tonite.
And I would lie down in the bed that was
made to be never undone, finding that
you left the emotions toward what you create
at the door, if you didn't want this, you
should have gave up to my dreams,
that I always knew would never come true
I found myself better off today,
it's sad to say,
that we never went out and played,
for here in this chair, you'll stay,
and I will turn around after locking
this part out of my life, only to find
that what you see through those eyes
is your highschool memories, when you
once were alive, and I will always wish to
know that girl, I heard she was wonderful,
and In her future site, she never knew she would
be consumed by an empty can.
