Cudi
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 25, 2015
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I've had anxiety issues my whole life and just recently back in December began using Xanax sort of experimentally. I used it at night to help me sleep and tried it during the day to see how it could maybe assist my social functionality. Well, as of a couple weeks ago I started abusing it and taking 2-4mg daily. I used 20 bars in a span of 5 days and that's when I realized it was going to become a big problem especially since I'm in college with many responsibilities. It was already a problem, and the first day that I didn't use it (yesterday), I had awful withdrawal symptoms. HORRIBLE anxiety, BAD insomnia. Intense cravings. The sleep that I managed to get I had some of the most weird and vivid dreams I've ever had in my life. Not pleasant ones either. It's now morning (actually afternoon since I didn't fall asleep until 6am). My symptoms are not as bad as lastnight, but I am definitely still craving Alprazolam. This really is a demon of a drug and gave me a taste of what addicts suffer through when they try to quit harder drugs. Definitely will stop using it recreationally and maybe seek an actual prescription for my anxiety. I gotta say, if you suffer from anxiety, Xanax will feel like heaven on earth and it's a dangerous feeling considering its addictive properties. Stay away from the xans 8(