Hi All
I am pretty new to this forum, and this is my first real "question" I think.
My girlfriend, who I don't see very often as we currently live far from eachother, will come visit over new year.
I have done MDMA some times now, and it have given me so much. We have decided to do it when she comes, but she have never tried it before.
I just wanted to "colsult" you, or hear what you think of my thoughts about it, and if there is anything I should be worried about.
First thing is the amount. I am using 140 mg. myself - this is pure MDMA. I am thinking about giving her 120 mg., but I am thinking if this is maybe too much? She is a small girl, very sensitive, gets drunk of maybe 4 beers or something. Maybe 100 mg. is better? I just don't want her to feel it only half, like my other friend who should try it for the first time too (also a girl), she got 70 mg. and could only feel it very little.
Setting - we are going to a club that plays electronic music, place is known for lots of mdma users, so no problem about that. Very nice place, nice music, nice people, sometimes pretty crowded. I think it will be OK - you can dance and you can sit and talk, up to you.
Do you think we should do it before, so we are peaking when we enter, or in there?
She is native american, I am not - I don't speak English fluently, and I have actually never tried speaking English when rolling. Will this be a problem you think? We normally never really have problems communicating, other than sometimes I ask her to reply (sometimes two or three times) if she speaks low or just fast.
Do you even think it is a good idea? What can go wrong when rolling with someone you love? Do you think we can focus on eachother, or will run around talking to strangers? It's only the two of us going. Should we bring more people (my friends) aswell?
I want this to be an amazing experience for her, as it was for me. I want to be with her the first time she discovers this beautiful drug. Is it stupid, or do you think we will have a good time?
Usually she is a little quied towards people she doesn't know well. We are both very deep-thinking persons, and our conversations usually ends up being about deep stuff - long, calm talks about subjects we find interesting and important. Do you think we will even be able to do that when rolling, or will we just go crazy? We both loves music and dancing too.
What do you think I should tell her about the comeup? It can be very intense for some, I have experienced, and they can get scared because of the intensity, the warmth and coldness they suddenly feel and so on. I know it goes away when you peak, but in the meantime people can get nausia and puke and so on, I've noticed. I really don't want her to feel bad.
Well, I think that's it. Sorry for the long post.
Good advices and comments are really appreciated. Sorry for wrong spelling and so on.
Thanks.
best regards,
Magnus