Sam_bbk
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 15, 2005
- Messages
- 3
I have been chasing acid for ages now, in a lethargic manner; however a while ago i met some new friends/a connection whatever. So next thing im in this rockhouse, like you dont 'walk in' to the house, you open the door and then look for a place to put your first foot. So im sitting on the couch and have chewed on these 2 music notes for half an hour before swallowing them. I was incredibly excited as it was my first time and i was looking forward to it for a long time.
Then the guy on the couch next to me started freaking out, curling up into a ball and absolutly spilling his guts like about how his family are in debt, his uncle hits him whatever....now im starting to get anxious; coz this guy had tripped before and was on the same amount. Realising my fear of having a bad trip; that anxiety in itself would lead unto what i feared (bad trip/psychosis) caused me to try what i described in the moment as 'cold cognitive breaks' - trying to snap my focus onto a different topic.
I was starting to get worried thinking that i had been burned, this is about 40 minutes in, so i smoke a joint. My next memory comes from about an hour later and its me sitting there on the couch, every person in the room is talking at once and i honestly cannot pick up on a single word no matter how hard i try. Then i blink and all of a sudden my head is ripped apart with like this massive drip of thought...from that exact angle where i was sitting, i had seen all those people before, just their faces in that one exact moment of time, and each individual corresponded to a different personality archetype, all of that hits my brain in the single second i see a flash of the painting of the last supper, with all the heads replaced by the people with their faces from the moment of time from which i 'already knew them'.
Aftetr that i calmed down once i discovered that menthol cigarettes 'taste' like cold air when on acid. Im serious try it.
Then the guy on the couch next to me started freaking out, curling up into a ball and absolutly spilling his guts like about how his family are in debt, his uncle hits him whatever....now im starting to get anxious; coz this guy had tripped before and was on the same amount. Realising my fear of having a bad trip; that anxiety in itself would lead unto what i feared (bad trip/psychosis) caused me to try what i described in the moment as 'cold cognitive breaks' - trying to snap my focus onto a different topic.
I was starting to get worried thinking that i had been burned, this is about 40 minutes in, so i smoke a joint. My next memory comes from about an hour later and its me sitting there on the couch, every person in the room is talking at once and i honestly cannot pick up on a single word no matter how hard i try. Then i blink and all of a sudden my head is ripped apart with like this massive drip of thought...from that exact angle where i was sitting, i had seen all those people before, just their faces in that one exact moment of time, and each individual corresponded to a different personality archetype, all of that hits my brain in the single second i see a flash of the painting of the last supper, with all the heads replaced by the people with their faces from the moment of time from which i 'already knew them'.
Aftetr that i calmed down once i discovered that menthol cigarettes 'taste' like cold air when on acid. Im serious try it.
