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First Psilocybin Trip. Good, Great, then Bad.

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skulltula14

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I thought about this long and hard for the most part before i decided i'd try them out. I came to the conclusion that i was okay for this. Well i got some and my friend and i ate it with some pizza. We started walking around and we went to a tree fort and just watched nature it was beautiful. I felt "waves" of hallucinations if that makes any sense, it'd be a shuttering feeling but very enjoyable. Well I had a great time for hours until the downfall. I felt like i was over examining life and all the people that were in it. I was reflecting on past mistakes that i have made and i felt like a horrible person. And i mean for hours i sat there thinking about things, crying even about the person that i have become. My question is, does mush bring up underlying depression or suppressed feelings or was i just tripping still and a lot of people experience this. This all happened today and i was reading up on some other forums and they say that Psilocybin can make you go crazy because you start to know what you really feel. Any input would be great, thanks :)
 
Sounds like you brought up some feelings and whatnot that you hadn't dealt with sober, for a lot of people this ends up being a huge relief and they consider the trip to be much better because of it, even though in the moment it may not have been that enjoyable.
 
Thanks haha! Actually now that i have faced all these problems that i had subconsciously with myself i feel like a better person . Hopefully if i ever try them again, my next trip will be a lot better but i don't know if i'm ready for it yet.
 
Just forgive yourself. I ran into this problem taking psilacetin daily for a week, eventually a nasty thought entered my mind about horrible things I've done in the past. I just forgave myself. Now when this thought pops up in my head while sober or not I simply remind myself that I forgave myself for being a young idiot and that that's life and nobody's perfect. The bad thoughts disappear.
 
skulltula14 said:
Thanks haha! Actually now that i have faced all these problems that i had subconsciously with myself i feel like a better person . Hopefully if i ever try them again, my next trip will be a lot better but i don't know if i'm ready for it yet.
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This is why a lot of people, myself included, primarily use psychedelics. I think using psychedelics purely recreationally is a little wrong - I don't disagree with it entirely, but I think psychedelics have so much more to offer. The fact is, if there are underlying issues or problems in your life, psychedelics - particularly tryptamines, will point them out, and sometimes suggest ways of fixing them. A good way to avoid this turning into a bad trip is to write down all these problems, and to remember that the substance can help you figure out a solution, so sit there, think about the problem, think of a way to resolve it, and write that down too. Once you've written a solution for each problem mentioned - put in some headphones, listen to some great music, relax, and enjoy the rest of your trip, then when you get up the next day, deal with the problems - your next trip will be a very rewarding one, as you will be rewarded for having dealt with them rather than avoiding them.

Hope this helps :)
 
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