First post to my new blog

well here I sit. dreaming and thinking about shooting heroin. again. the last time I shot up the real deal was aug 24 2008 at around 2pm.

I have actually shot up some morphine in the last several months. (sigh) I am basically free of it physically but the mental and emotional scars are forever I think. I actually have dreams of shooting up again. I miss that rush of sweetness flowing into my veins. (sigh) anyone else have this problem?

oh well I guess thats all for now.

 

You aren't alone. I've been on and off dope for a year now. They told me in rehab that dreaming means you are "subconsciously letting go of the drug" but I think that's a load of shit, even when I've been clean for month's I still have dreams about doing dope.