Idiotwatson
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- Mar 23, 2015
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I'm 31yo male opiate addict. I've been an addict all my adult life and, for that matter, most of my teen years. I just always "switched up" drugs. That is until I was about 20 and I discoverd opiates. Shortly after I turned 21 I had quit everything except opiate pills. From that point on I took my pill use to a new level. You guys know how it goes.... Vic's to Perc's to Oxys ( man the old OC 80's were soooo good ) any ways, I was doing so many by the time I was 25 I'd blown through my savings, started stealing money from my job and when I couldn't afford it anymore I started smoking heroin.. Shortly thereafter my wife left me and took my 1st son with her, I moved in with my mom, started banging, robbed my mom, hit the streets in California for about 2 months, robbed all my friends and went to rehab in Nevada. I hit the (cold turkey) rehab in Fallon nv in July 2009 and I didn't even make it a week and I jumped the rehab and after landing in Vegas and finding a dealer became a completely homeless drug addict. It's in Vegas I discovered the speedball. I remained a homeless junkie until August 2012 and received an incoming phone call in jail from my mother who had relocated to middle of nowhere Oklahoma. She said I could "come home" if I wanted to get clean. I accepted. I Got out of jail, picked up some subs and OTC diphenhydramine and got on the bus. On August 5th I had 2 heart attacks the day after I got to my moms house which the dr. Directly attributed to my IV cocaine use. I got sober for awhile. Got comfortable, got married again and since the. I've relapsed every other week it feels like. I'm currently on day 3 of a (mostly) cold turkey detox.
I'm Sure there are ppl out there that have similar experiences. If so HMU. I can't say for sure if I'll be sober by the end of the day but I'm going to counseling today and I'm trying. Anyway I'll be on here checking in so if you care say hi or if you made it this far at least shoot me a wink so I know that you Read all that up there. Oh and I started a true account of my time as a homeless addict too.
Cemwatson.blogspot.con
I haven't posted in a few month but I'm going to get back into it.
Sorry if there's any typos but I'm in ft and don't really care right now
Thanks
-Idiotwatson
I'm Sure there are ppl out there that have similar experiences. If so HMU. I can't say for sure if I'll be sober by the end of the day but I'm going to counseling today and I'm trying. Anyway I'll be on here checking in so if you care say hi or if you made it this far at least shoot me a wink so I know that you Read all that up there. Oh and I started a true account of my time as a homeless addict too.
Cemwatson.blogspot.con
I haven't posted in a few month but I'm going to get back into it.
Sorry if there's any typos but I'm in ft and don't really care right now
Thanks
-Idiotwatson
