samster234
Greenlighter
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- May 10, 2010
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Hello all, I've been reading the forum for the past few months but this is my first time posting. I think in the end I have a pretty solid idea of what's going on - and that I'll be fine and just give it some time - but I thought I'd post just to make myself feel a bit better.
I've rolled 4 times now. I've spaced each out by 3 weeks and have averaged about 200mg or so of molly (clean). I have been slowly inching up each time - about 120mg the first time, 180 the next, 300 after that. Each has been at a rave - and of course having the time of my life. Yayz. Now Saturday night I went to a massive and overdid it. Over the course of 5 hours I took about 680mg of molly. Later on at the afterparty I took another 170mg. We pushed off at 8:30 and the last time we had eaten was around 2.
At the rave about 30 minutes after taking the 4th pill I started to feel absolutely freezing - keep in mind it was probably 110 degrees on the floor and incredibly humid. My shirt, jeans, drenched. I knew immediately something was wrong and we made our way up to go sit down. As I was walking up I felt incredibly disoriented and had (what erowid calls) short term memory scramble. I couldn't quite follow the chain of events moment to moment. After sitting for a while I wasn't freezing anymore and was not nearly as disoriented either although I felt like I might trip at times. We went down and danced a bit more before the night was over. Throughout the night I had about 5 bottles of water.
After waiting for the ride to the afterparty for 45 minutes, (it was miserably freezing and I have a cold now because of it), we went back to our hotel room, changed, and went over, smoking a little weed along the way. There I took the last pill which now I do regret taking and it just made me feel more cracked out than any of the more entertaining E effects.
It's over, go back to the hotel, take 200mg of 5-HTP (never had taken it before but wanted to try it this time) and went to bed for 12 hours. When we finally did wake up I felt sick, cracked out, body aches, headache and a little empty but none of those things were all that unexpected. Shit happens, coming down sucks. I took another 100mg of 5-HTP and we went out for dinner.
About mid-way through the dinner though I suddenly started feeling light headed and disoriented. A little difficulty tracking the conversation although apparently it didn't seem so to the people I was with. I thought maybe all of this was serotonin syndrome. After having a little bit of a whiskey ginger and walking around a fair bit it passed.
The next day - the next full day I was actually awake - I got light headed again after drinking 2 bottles of gatorade - trying to replenish them electrolights. From eating I felt a little light headed again. Then today after breakfast the same thing happened.
So that brings me to now and just wanting to check in with all of you bluelighters. I'm pretty positive I'm just overreacting from my first really hard comedown from hard drugs, (I've smoked plenty of weed, drank and done shrooms but this is my first inroads into the powders), but if anyone would give me their opinion about what they think happened it'd probably appease me a bit.
So the main questions:
Thanks everybody, hope this hasn't been too long or boring.
I've rolled 4 times now. I've spaced each out by 3 weeks and have averaged about 200mg or so of molly (clean). I have been slowly inching up each time - about 120mg the first time, 180 the next, 300 after that. Each has been at a rave - and of course having the time of my life. Yayz. Now Saturday night I went to a massive and overdid it. Over the course of 5 hours I took about 680mg of molly. Later on at the afterparty I took another 170mg. We pushed off at 8:30 and the last time we had eaten was around 2.
At the rave about 30 minutes after taking the 4th pill I started to feel absolutely freezing - keep in mind it was probably 110 degrees on the floor and incredibly humid. My shirt, jeans, drenched. I knew immediately something was wrong and we made our way up to go sit down. As I was walking up I felt incredibly disoriented and had (what erowid calls) short term memory scramble. I couldn't quite follow the chain of events moment to moment. After sitting for a while I wasn't freezing anymore and was not nearly as disoriented either although I felt like I might trip at times. We went down and danced a bit more before the night was over. Throughout the night I had about 5 bottles of water.
After waiting for the ride to the afterparty for 45 minutes, (it was miserably freezing and I have a cold now because of it), we went back to our hotel room, changed, and went over, smoking a little weed along the way. There I took the last pill which now I do regret taking and it just made me feel more cracked out than any of the more entertaining E effects.
It's over, go back to the hotel, take 200mg of 5-HTP (never had taken it before but wanted to try it this time) and went to bed for 12 hours. When we finally did wake up I felt sick, cracked out, body aches, headache and a little empty but none of those things were all that unexpected. Shit happens, coming down sucks. I took another 100mg of 5-HTP and we went out for dinner.
About mid-way through the dinner though I suddenly started feeling light headed and disoriented. A little difficulty tracking the conversation although apparently it didn't seem so to the people I was with. I thought maybe all of this was serotonin syndrome. After having a little bit of a whiskey ginger and walking around a fair bit it passed.
The next day - the next full day I was actually awake - I got light headed again after drinking 2 bottles of gatorade - trying to replenish them electrolights. From eating I felt a little light headed again. Then today after breakfast the same thing happened.
So that brings me to now and just wanting to check in with all of you bluelighters. I'm pretty positive I'm just overreacting from my first really hard comedown from hard drugs, (I've smoked plenty of weed, drank and done shrooms but this is my first inroads into the powders), but if anyone would give me their opinion about what they think happened it'd probably appease me a bit.
So the main questions:
- Suddenly freezing in the sauna of a dance floor - over-heating? Serotonin Syndrome? Dehydration? Not enough food? Just a low grade MDMA overdose?
- This continued light-headedness... just part of the process, take lots of vitamins and I'll get through it soon? Anyone else have this?
- Anyone think I should I start taking 5-HTP again to help bounce back or could that contribute to any problems?
Thanks everybody, hope this hasn't been too long or boring.
