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First few times rolling

RollyPolly

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Anyone else remember when you first started rolling and the things that would happen when you took more than you should have or just rolled super hard and embarrased yourself a bit?


When I first started rolling I think around my 3rd time I decided I could handle more than 2 and ate 4 in one night. I should have noticed before I started rolling that my friends were rolling balls off 3 and they usually took between 4 and 5 in a night to roll that hard. To cut this short I ended up huddled in the kitchen on the floor in my boxers rolling around on the tile with a blanket just loving it. I did this for about 3 hours between getting up dancing going back to this and by dancing I mean wobbling my head and arms around. I started to comedown and it hit me I barely knew these people and just completely looked like a jackass.
 
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ive only rolled 5 times the first and third time i rolled i ate 4 pills i was rolling just holding my legs and just laying on the floor i dont even remember much but it felt fuckin bomb. the third time i rolled i was getting a light show when i would fall asleep it felt amazing also i was dancing to the music like never before i probably did look stupid but it was epic dancing and not caring what anyone else was thinking.
 
You always end up doing at least one thing you regret when you roll, even if its something small and insignificant to others at the time. I hate it when I'm with those type of people that just like to be high AND THATS IT. I mean I don't do it too too much but you know I like to tell my true friends I love them or hug them once or twice and sometimes I feel like an idiot doing it with people that don't do that and just rather enjoy their high. Then I get embarrassed 'cause I'm the only one walking around telling them how I feel and what not and they're just "haha yeah...okay......."

Another thing I do is when it first starts hitting me, I get talkative without noticing and then I quickly apologize frequently because I feel like I'm bugging them or something lol. I just quickly remind myself that I'm rolling and so is everyone else so my emotions are just heightened and I shouldn't care too much about some of the things I do....except of course if I decide to go run around naked or something then thats a different.

Admittedly I wanted to do that one time xD but then out loud I told myself "no no no, you can't do that, everyones going to stare at you if you do" Oh and that too, sometimes when I'm floored I feel like I'm thinking but sometimes my friends tell me that I'm saying it out loud which scares me because I thought I was just thinking loudly hahaha
 
You always end up doing at least one thing you regret when you roll, even if its something small and insignificant to others at the time. I hate it when I'm with those type of people that just like to be high AND THATS IT. I mean I don't do it too too much but you know I like to tell my true friends I love them or hug them once or twice and sometimes I feel like an idiot doing it with people that don't do that and just rather enjoy their high. Then I get embarrassed 'cause I'm the only one walking around telling them how I feel and what not and they're just "haha yeah...okay......."

Another thing I do is when it first starts hitting me, I get talkative without noticing and then I quickly apologize frequently because I feel like I'm bugging them or something lol. I just quickly remind myself that I'm rolling and so is everyone else so my emotions are just heightened and I shouldn't care too much about some of the things I do....except of course if I decide to go run around naked or something then thats a different.

Admittedly I wanted to do that one time xD but then out loud I told myself "no no no, you can't do that, everyones going to stare at you if you do" Oh and that too, sometimes when I'm floored I feel like I'm thinking but sometimes my friends tell me that I'm saying it out loud which scares me because I thought I was just thinking loudly hahaha
 
LOL EyesSizeOfTheMoon!

I've been pretty high, and started conversations with people in my head, then finished them mid-sentence (changed from thought to verbal) and never realised, until that confused "wtf are you on about" look on their face haha.

RollyPolly, who cares? You were rolling, you felt good at the time. Don't be embarrased... I was pretty floored on NYE (2 Green 140s), I couldn't walk, I could barely talk or even understand people (I heard them plain and clear... but understanding what they were goin' on about? No, no way hah). I was pretty embarrased when I opened my eyes and the wiggles sent my right eye bong eyed, but then thought why get embarrased? I feel fucking fine. Absolute heavenly bliss. :D <3
 
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