sighelence
Greenlighter
About three weeks ago I had my first and only run-in with crystal meth, and the effects were surprising to say the least. It was a Wednesday night, so I had been at school all day. Between 7:30am and 9:15am I had taken about 100mg of amphetamine salts (Adderall XR) as well as 3.33mg--about 1 and 2/3 bar--of alprazolam (Xanax). The day progressed normally, but I ended up staying with a friend of mine, call him A, that night. I smoked a few dabs, took a 30mg vyvanse pill, and was feeling surprisingly well for someone coming down from Adderall. At some point during the night, we ended up meeting with another friend, call him B, and were looking for MDMA; however, as the night progressed we realized we had started our search too late and our main guy was out of town. B then suggests that he could probably find some "ice" for us. A and I had never done it, but we were down to try anything. Once getting the drug, we made an aluminum foil bowl and used an unscrewed pin to inhale the smoke. We also snorted a few lines throughout the night. I was a very experienced Amphetamine user, and even though I knew the effects would differ, I assumed it would be much like Adderall multiplied greatly. Also, given the image that I normally had about meth addicts, I honestly expected the drug to feel very jittery, energizing, and confusing (among other things).
The drug was very different than expected. It actually seemed to make me calm. I was very awake of course, but instead of racing thoughts and jittery actions, I just felt aware. My mind was a calm river with no ripples or waves. I could process any thought in nanoseconds. This differed from Adderall in that when on Amphetamine, I can hardly stop one thought from bumping into another and spilling out of my mouth. Methamphetamine simply seemed to make me hyper-conscious. And although the euphoria was very great, It was comparable to that of Adderall (so not incredibly much better). Besides these mental effects, I also stayed up effortlessly for > 50 hours. In fact, when trying to go to bed the next day after not sleeping Wednesday night, it was very difficult.
My question then is simply about the expected effects of Methamphetamine. Is it normal to feel pretty mentally calm? Should it cause more euphoria? Did the other drugs possible alter the effects? Any story or response would help as it also would help me decide if I would want to try it again. I really want to experience the high at least once, but if thats as good as it gets, I'll stick to Amphetamines.
*Also, I am sure this was Methamphetamine as I was drug tested not long after and failed with levels of 91,565 ng/mL of Methamphetamine
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The drug was very different than expected. It actually seemed to make me calm. I was very awake of course, but instead of racing thoughts and jittery actions, I just felt aware. My mind was a calm river with no ripples or waves. I could process any thought in nanoseconds. This differed from Adderall in that when on Amphetamine, I can hardly stop one thought from bumping into another and spilling out of my mouth. Methamphetamine simply seemed to make me hyper-conscious. And although the euphoria was very great, It was comparable to that of Adderall (so not incredibly much better). Besides these mental effects, I also stayed up effortlessly for > 50 hours. In fact, when trying to go to bed the next day after not sleeping Wednesday night, it was very difficult.
My question then is simply about the expected effects of Methamphetamine. Is it normal to feel pretty mentally calm? Should it cause more euphoria? Did the other drugs possible alter the effects? Any story or response would help as it also would help me decide if I would want to try it again. I really want to experience the high at least once, but if thats as good as it gets, I'll stick to Amphetamines.
*Also, I am sure this was Methamphetamine as I was drug tested not long after and failed with levels of 91,565 ng/mL of Methamphetamine

Thanks
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