hey um yea the first drugs i used was a binge with my bf um yea really bad to i did weed alcohol and cigerettes around 11am at the private pond like 3streets away to fit in with him and his other friends even tho i never did it i dont think they ever knew that i didnt do it either which i supoose is a good thingbut then alter on he got percs,valium,vkaden, and coke because he sells viks,percs,coke,and weed so yea i took 1 perc 1 valium and 1 vikaden like around 7pm and i started feeling really sick but i pulled through fine i dissapeared for like 20 minutes and was actually sittin at the other part of the pond pouring water all over my face so i went back 20 minutes later and we all left fucced up and walked back to myles house my bfs best friend and we chilled there and all jsut kinda went through the comedown of that and like i told my bf i didnt do coke and he was happy about that because when i started dating him he quit jsut for me (he didnt even tell me he did it til that day and that he quit for me but he still sold it) and i told him i was feeling really crappy and like i have seriously back problems i went through physical therapy for and i told him my back hurt and he siad coke would make it better so im like ok and i did it and it did make it better but like it made me really upset cuz i know he didnt want to do it and quit for me and then i was doin it right in his face but he turned out fine so practically now to this day im not sure if he was trying to kill me or not but i know it can do that by takin all that now but yeah i liked all of it but i would and will never do coke more than 1ce a month i promised myself because i dont want to get addicted to something like that like my bf was and his mother was and still is so im straight it was a once in a life time thing and i enjoyed it but its over and i wouldnt do it again but anyways i need relationship advice so can someone please view the bulletin i posted on my relationship and get back to me it would be msot appreciated