I had my first two experiences 2 days ago. 1st dose was 25mgs (smoked with "the machine"). i was impressed but not blown away in awe.
then buddy tried to smoke his 25mg but "it wasn't really intense". probably didn't smoke it right...
~30min after my first dose I placed another 25mg into the pipe. and I guess the real dose was much higher(residue..) as 1 minute into the experience my ego was at 1‰ activity and I was immersed into the notorious hyperspace.
the first thing you feel is a bodyhigh that is absolutely unbelievable and ineffable. it is truly like being shot from a cannon. what is left of your ego at this point makes you shut your eyes close in shock, lie down and feel your breath being taken - in the true sense of the word - by the sheer intenstity of what is happening.
it is so intense that you not only forget that you have taken a drug, you even forget that you are alive or that there is also another reality than the one you are experiencing right now. a few times I found myself asking these questions and opened my eyes just to find that reality is at least a possibility. closed eyes: ZAPP. gone. far out.
on the comedown I was at the same time happy that I was able to experience this and happy that I was allowed to come back to where I came from.
next day a friend asked my if it was like I had "a movie running in front of me". I answered that what we usually call "reality" is the movie and DMT is the actual reality it is trying to depict.
THAT'S how intense it is.
probably the lowish dose made the experience a little more difficult than a higher one due to incomplete egodeath...
next time I'm probably gonna take one ~40mg hit and one hit of n2o. I guess cutting the connection to the body ("shit I do not even breathe anymore") will make this more comfortable and easier to let go...
It's really hard to impress me but DMT impressed (what an insufficient word..) me hands down (btw we're talking about experiences with a length of 3, maybe 5 minutes). 2 days after I'm still affected and struggling to integrate - along with the deep urge to conduct some major changes in my life...
it's not easy but I'm happy and a little bit proud that I finally did it.
