first blog

well not a blog as such just a list of what i have and haven't taken how many days since 4 days since any stims

feeling less suicidal tonight though its rising listening to them two down stairs slagging me off to fuck because they don't like the truth their as much to blame for all of this as anyone

around 9 grams of mixed noids coming in the morning trying instead of benzo which are all ready costing far to much tolerance is sky high all ready

that's it for day one

 

damn it didn't realize i couldn't edit blogs 9 days to another birthday spent alone out of all 37 ive had 6 parts 1 2 3 4 n5 and my 21 the rest its just been o its my birthday want to get smashed except for the last 12 each has been spent alone this one wont be any different

 

today woke up fine with nothing in my mind till got outside and fuck its another day [video=youtube_share;IHy4TM7ncl4]http://youtu.be/IHy4TM7ncl4[/video] il do this properly later and not save it thinking i can go back to it later

 

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