Don't really know what people write about in these things , or if anyone even cares at all about what im going to write, but fuck it. Im sitting at home bored as hell, and trying to make the most out of my last roxy. (which im rarely feeling since ive been taking them almost everyday for a good couple weeks) .. "sigh" anyways, I wouldn't say that i am a "newbie" to opiates, knowing ive been tkaing them now for quite awhile .. almost every day or every few days for a good month or 2. But before that, I was horribly addicted to cocaine, started that shit when i was 16. (i am 21 now) and im doing alot better. Last time i did powder was a good couple weeks ago but i only did about 2 lines w/ a friend and thank god i had 2 roxys afterwards for my comedown or else i would of been right back to where i started. I know most people don't believe that when you;re young , weed is a gateway drug, but i honestly believe it is. Back in the days when i was a young teen, that was all i did until i got introduced to cocaine. Didn't think bad of it, just nver really thought about it at all, never crossed my mind .Always told myself id never smoke crack though, but eventually cocaine gets old and then it leads to smokin rock and that was def something im glad to be out of. Tried it once a couple yrs ago, then stopped. Did it again a few other times, stopped. Then in early August went on a week binge and smoked it all day/all night with no sleep for a good 8 days. Wow. What a trip that was...... good times though i can say, but luckily i was blessed because tons of other BS happened during that week which almost had me locked up for a minimum of 5 years. So i thank god everyday i got another chance. So, with the whole pill thing... i never thought id ever have a problem with that either. I would take bars here and there... once in awhile if a couple of friends had them. But nothing serious... not really all into that. But the first time i ever did an oxycontin , was snorting an 80 all in one shot (which i know i was completely stupid) .. i was skeeted for a good week , then just did that. Oh man.. the feeling i got from that was just awesome. I was never all into the "downers'.. it was always the uppers i was interested in. But besides almost ODing and having my eyes rolling to the back of my head and me not being able to speak and puking all night , i had a great time on it hehe. But anywho... i love oxys. They're just so damn expensive and i sure as hell cannot afford them 
But roxys are just the same. Still expensive, but i think as of right now they';re my fav. I just love the relaxation, and the stress free hour or 2 i have from taking it. Its like heaven... I love snorting them, but i think all of it might not be getting through to my bloodstream, sometimes i cant even feel it going up my nose. EVENTUALLY, if i keep sniffing hard enough , ill feel alil bit of a drip and i love it. So im thnking from now on i might just start swallowing them ... at least until my nose isn;t so stuffed up. But i know im just rambling on and on, but hey its a blog.. and i thought id make one and see if i get any comments or can chat w/ some cool people and get some advice and what not . But anywho, to the people who actually read this, thanks ! hehe 
But roxys are just the same. Still expensive, but i think as of right now they';re my fav. I just love the relaxation, and the stress free hour or 2 i have from taking it. Its like heaven... I love snorting them, but i think all of it might not be getting through to my bloodstream, sometimes i cant even feel it going up my nose. EVENTUALLY, if i keep sniffing hard enough , ill feel alil bit of a drip and i love it. So im thnking from now on i might just start swallowing them ... at least until my nose isn;t so stuffed up. But i know im just rambling on and on, but hey its a blog.. and i thought id make one and see if i get any comments or can chat w/ some cool people and get some advice and what not . But anywho, to the people who actually read this, thanks ! hehe