I wanted to get some stuff off my chest. So I had some legal problems this year, getting raided, got out on O.R., than got busted for 2nd Degree Burglary and than had to go to a drug treatment facility. I went to a facility but was feeling very depressed because I missed my girl so much. I missed her so much that I left my program to go see her, even though she was in her own drug treatment facility. I got to hang out with her for a bit and my depression cleared up instantly. We came to the conclusion that no matter what, we will always be together. I will be strong and make sure we never harm ourselves by using these hardcore drugs (heroin). Even though I did relapse since I have been out. I am going to go to another program on Monday. Maybe even sooner, I might try Friday. I plan to go to the Salvation Army since they take anyone (might type of place, woohoo) It just amazes me how much this little woman of mine affects me emotionally. She is my everything. I wouldn't know what to live for if I didn't have my little wifey. We will be celebrating 10 years in November, probably won't be able to be together for it because we need to go to our rehabs, but it's for the best. I am so ready to start my life now that I have reached the ripe young age of 31. I can't even remember my 20s because I always so fucked up. I'm feeling good though because I know I will always have my love. There is some more back story to why I was depressed, but I will have to mention it some other time. I am just so fucking lucky to have such a wonderful, beautiful person in my life that loves me so much.
At least you got someone man! Cherish that! I am going through some legal bullshit as well. My family deserted me and I have no shoulder to cry on. I can do it but I wish I had a wife of 10 years to get my back.
