This is the first time I've gone to the blogs section. I like writing blogs, because I like talking to myself and never shutting up, basically. xD
So let's see. I'm basically just gonna talk at myself, or talk to nothing. I suppose that's what people tend to do in blogs, really.
I made brownies. They're so much better than my last ones. xD I was talking to an internet person, who I'll call 13512915 or something similar, earlier, and I mentioned I was making brownies and that I figured tonight would be fun. She then said "just brownies, no meds" or something like that.
She then continued to try and talk me out of taking pills today. So now I feel bad for doing it anyway. Like I let her down or did something bad.
And just to make everything worse, this stupid codeine won't kick in! I took about 150mg of it, but nothing is happening! Why?! This is awful. I wanna die. How dare these pills not kick in!! I took twice as much as I usually do!!!
This is so unfair. This is awful. Awful awful awful! What do I do now? Maybe if I walk around a bit that'll make me feel something. That usually helps. But I can't believe this is happening!!!! It's so not fair! Why won't the just kick in? It's been like an hour!!!!!!!!
I hate everything.
So let's see. I'm basically just gonna talk at myself, or talk to nothing. I suppose that's what people tend to do in blogs, really.
I made brownies. They're so much better than my last ones. xD I was talking to an internet person, who I'll call 13512915 or something similar, earlier, and I mentioned I was making brownies and that I figured tonight would be fun. She then said "just brownies, no meds" or something like that.
She then continued to try and talk me out of taking pills today. So now I feel bad for doing it anyway. Like I let her down or did something bad.
And just to make everything worse, this stupid codeine won't kick in! I took about 150mg of it, but nothing is happening! Why?! This is awful. I wanna die. How dare these pills not kick in!! I took twice as much as I usually do!!!
This is so unfair. This is awful. Awful awful awful! What do I do now? Maybe if I walk around a bit that'll make me feel something. That usually helps. But I can't believe this is happening!!!! It's so not fair! Why won't the just kick in? It's been like an hour!!!!!!!!
I hate everything.
