fine tune

[poezante]

I never knew what I wanted..
But I had thought I wanted you
I don’t know if I will ever know..
I’m just so unsure about everything these days
Time accumulated
Proving nothing so far
Just that it can be cured another day
Ingesting, indulging on all its worth
And occasionally just wasting away its linger
Do I know that I want this other day?
Or that I want you?
Or that I just want to see what will be..?
I can not tell thou I am sure that time will not cure this ailment..
So what then with this tug of war with life?
I hold it in one hand wanting it all
The other loathing every moment
I just don’t know what mold it into
Confused, distraught because the answers don’t come quickly
Disdained of what has been offered
Or more clearly stated obtained
I can not see the path anymore
I can not see the color I was aiming to paint all along
Am I lost?
Am I me?
Am I who I’ve been wanting to be?

 

[Mellabopper]

i must say that times when no answer seems to be anywhere in sight are always tough times... what ever it is you're troublin yourself over, dont worry too much about it. time will work things out, it always does

good post
Mellabopper
------------------
~*~*~ meat is no treat for those you eat ~*~*~
animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"

 

[CyaLuvyaBye]

u know wat u want u just have to get past the fear.....search ur heart and dont be afraid......ur true hearts longing can be urs if u can take a leap of faith
------------------
i thought it was you i needed nevertheless i have learnt thru the pain i needed me

 

[poezante]

tankies guys.. i was just having a downer day.. cuz my bday just around the corner.. :/
i dont know how you would feel... i was enthusiastic at first.. but now.. its just hrm.. *sigh* .. just feeling sorry fer myself i know.. ill get outta it..

 

[:halo]

"If you don't get help at Charter, please get help somewhere."
*kiss*
just kidding poey.
good one.