XkandiExbritEX
Bluelighter
I finally found faith in tomorrow's light
Though at times its very dim
I finally realized how much I truly love a few
How precious they are to me and how much I really need them.
I've hated myself for so long
Every day I have regretted every action I have made-
Every night I have cried myself to sleep, Hoping that tomorrow will never come.
I have lived with a constant hope that maybe I was next.
I've never believed that I was good enough for the world-
That somehow my imperfections have made me an outcast, unloved, unwanted, and forever unheard.
last night I talked to someone who I hold
Closer to my heart then all
"I'm just not good enough for this world"I said as I cried
Then a pause over the phone.
"You're beautiful, You're strong, You can make it threw"
Those words helped me find the strength within myself
to hold my head up high
This morning I looked in the mirror~
And finally said I love me
[ 06 August 2002: Message edited by: XkandiExbritEX ]
Though at times its very dim
I finally realized how much I truly love a few
How precious they are to me and how much I really need them.
I've hated myself for so long
Every day I have regretted every action I have made-
Every night I have cried myself to sleep, Hoping that tomorrow will never come.
I have lived with a constant hope that maybe I was next.
I've never believed that I was good enough for the world-
That somehow my imperfections have made me an outcast, unloved, unwanted, and forever unheard.
last night I talked to someone who I hold
Closer to my heart then all
"I'm just not good enough for this world"I said as I cried
Then a pause over the phone.
"You're beautiful, You're strong, You can make it threw"
Those words helped me find the strength within myself
to hold my head up high
This morning I looked in the mirror~
And finally said I love me
[ 06 August 2002: Message edited by: XkandiExbritEX ]
