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Finally RX'ed Xanax

all i do is just call when im due for a refill and pick the script up, i went today, and ended up with Ativan 1mg/daily only because she couldnt give me xanax due to pharmacies not filling it<early
 
opiatekrzy said:
all i do is just call when im due for a refill and pick the script up, i went today, and ended up with Ativan 1mg/daily only because she couldnt give me xanax due to pharmacies not filling it<early
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I'm sorta shocked they let you refill that over the phone, doctor always insisted on seeing me before writing the prescription, and I'm guessing the doctor wrote the script for ativan? Because they can't give you anything than what you are prescribed at the pharmacy. I've even had it occur where i was prescribed (numbers for example purposes, was actually with a non-benzo) .5mg xanax pills, but they only had the .25mg and 1mg and stock, and couldn't give me just half or double the amount to equal the same overall mgs of the drug that the prescription was for. I'm just curious because I'm in Buffalo too, and as far as I know the way I'm interpreting your post is not consistent with NYS laws...
 
this is how it is, i seen my primary today, she gave me ATIVAN in PERSON because if i WERE TO GET A SCRIPT FOR XANAX it wouldnt be able to be filled at the PHARMACIES since im a week early, and MY PRIMARY WOULDNT INCREASE THE XANAX to allow the pharmacy to fill it. so technically, on a regular basis, i just call in my refill at the docs office, and pic up the script and go to the pharmacy...so iam being consistant with you 100%...I ogirinally got all my benzos in PERSON, but after that they said TO CALL 24hrs ahead of time, and then pick up the script at the doctors office, the only REASON I GOT ATIVAN TODAY IS BECAUSE "i will be on vacation an dnot be here to get my script next week for xanax" therefore she declined xanax increase which would of allowed the pharmacy to fill it, so just gave me ATIVAN, and said follow up in 3 weeks to see her to swtich to xanax when im back, after that all i do is CALL IN 24hrs in advance and pick up my script at the office, and fill it, k? consistant indeed-with my doctors office...im in hamburg BTW

P.S.(i was getting only 2wk supply at a time, but yesterday i met my primary, and am being given monthly scripts, im on ativan for now since if i were to get a xanax script the pharmacy wouldnt fill it due to me being a week early and i will be on vacation, therefore Ativan until i get back from "vacation on the 27th..boy that ativan is so WEAK, didnt even help with my anxiety, i went through 60 of the .5 yesterday. but to CLARFIY since im getting monthly scripts i have to see my primary every 6 weeks, and drop urine...so i still can call in for my script pick up without seeing my primary, but still have to see my primary every 6 weeks....i fi run out b4 i see primary,i stilll can walk in and pick up my script...im grateful i found a primary that is flexible, unlike my last primary, he was ridioclous, i had an arm injury a couple times he says "see a neuroglist", i told him i need a doctor to take over my xanax script, he says ill wean you off 1mg 4x/daily to 1mg 3x/daily right away. the next month he drops me down to .5 3x/daily, talk about a quick taper! he said "see a psychiatrist", im thinking then why the hell are you my primary, everytime i go to see you, you refer me to a specialist, so i QUICKLY switched primary doc, whom is more willing to be flexible with me on the benzos, and actually open minded to giving me adderall verse seeing a shrink (i no longer see my shrink for dexedrine, they wanted me to get a chemical dependency eval. because i was in a car accident last year, nearly died, and was RXed lortab 10's (2) tabs every 6 hours, so when my injuries were healed, my specialist stopped the lortabs and i went in W/D, so was referred to a suboxone doctor to get rid of W/D (that was my story of why being on suboxone, also my counsler said "i believe if u were taking lortabs as RXed you wouldnt of been in WD, im like HELLO i was on 20mg lortab 4 times a day, yhou dont expect W/D???) but i been an opiate junkie for years...and plus this shrink i was seeing was REAL COOL with amphetamines, he let me pick what stimulant i wanted, but frowned on me for staying addicted to subxone and letting doctors scam me, come to find out he is the one scamming people making "a large sum of money off of people for suboxone maintence) says my current sub doc, huge hypocrite, plus he wouldnt even take over my klonopin script as my sub doc reccommended me seeing a shrink to take over, he quickly said NOO "alcohol in a pill bad for you!" but yet he gives me a CII amphetamine with high potential for abuse, and tightly regulated by the DEA then a simple benzo, yet he gives me Temazepam for Sleep, either he is one nieve doctor or just plain stupid...it was a medicaid provided shrink, go figure...so my primary is open minded to giving me amphetamines, yet that means ill only get a 30 day supply at a time verse 90 day supply at a time from a shrink....maybe its better getting 30 days at a time, so i can practice discpline and take the medicine as RXed and let it actually help me, instead of binging on #180 dexys all at once...
 
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opiatekrzy said:
this is how it is, i seen my primary today, she gave me ATIVAN in PERSON because if i WERE TO GET A SCRIPT FOR XANAX it wouldnt be able to be filled at the PHARMACIES since im a week early, and MY PRIMARY WOULDNT INCREASE THE XANAX to allow the pharmacy to fill it. so technically, on a regular basis, i just call in my refill at the docs office, and pic up the script and go to the pharmacy...so iam being consistant with you 100%...I ogirinally got all my benzos in PERSON, but after that they said TO CALL 24hrs ahead of time, and then pick up the script at the doctors office, the only REASON I GOT ATIVAN TODAY IS BECAUSE "i will be on vacation an dnot be here to get my script next week for xanax" therefore she declined xanax increase which would of allowed the pharmacy to fill it, so just gave me ATIVAN, and said follow up in 3 weeks to see her to swtich to xanax when im back, after that all i do is CALL IN 24hrs in advance and pick up my script at the office, and fill it, k? consistant indeed-with my doctors office...im in hamburg BTW

P.S.(i was getting only 2wk supply at a time, but yesterday i met my primary, and am being given monthly scripts, im on ativan for now since if i were to get a xanax script the pharmacy wouldnt fill it due to me being a week early and i will be on vacation, therefore Ativan until i get back from "vacation on the 27th..boy that ativan is so WEAK, didnt even help with my anxiety, i went through 60 of the .5 yesterday. but to CLARFIY since im getting monthly scripts i have to see my primary every 6 weeks, and drop urine...so i still can call in for my script pick up without seeing my primary, but still have to see my primary every 6 weeks....i fi run out b4 i see primary,i stilll can walk in and pick up my script...im grateful i found a primary that is flexible, unlike my last primary, he was ridioclous, i had an arm injury a couple times he says "see a neuroglist", i told him i need a doctor to take over my xanax script, he says ill wean you off 1mg 4x/daily to 1mg 3x/daily right away. the next month he drops me down to .5 3x/daily, talk about a quick taper! he said "see a psychiatrist", im thinking then why the hell are you my primary, everytime i go to see you, you refer me to a specialist, so i QUICKLY switched primary doc, whom is more willing to be flexible with me on the benzos, and actually open minded to giving me adderall verse seeing a shrink (i no longer see my shrink for dexedrine, they wanted me to get a chemical dependency eval. because i was in a car accident last year, nearly died, and was RXed lortab 10's (2) tabs every 6 hours, so when my injuries were healed, my specialist stopped the lortabs and i went in W/D, so was referred to a suboxone doctor to get rid of W/D (that was my story of why being on suboxone, also my counsler said "i believe if u were taking lortabs as RXed you wouldnt of been in WD, im like HELLO i was on 20mg lortab 4 times a day, yhou dont expect W/D???) but i been an opiate junkie for years...and plus this shrink i was seeing was REAL COOL with amphetamines, he let me pick what stimulant i wanted, but frowned on me for staying addicted to subxone and letting doctors scam me, come to find out he is the one scamming people making "a large sum of money off of people for suboxone maintence) says my current sub doc, huge hypocrite, plus he wouldnt even take over my klonopin script as my sub doc reccommended me seeing a shrink to take over, he quickly said NOO "alcohol in a pill bad for you!" but yet he gives me a CII amphetamine with high potential for abuse, and tightly regulated by the DEA then a simple benzo, yet he gives me Temazepam for Sleep, either he is one nieve doctor or just plain stupid...it was a medicaid provided shrink, go figure...so my primary is open minded to giving me amphetamines, yet that means ill only get a 30 day supply at a time verse 90 day supply at a time from a shrink....maybe its better getting 30 days at a time, so i can practice discpline and take the medicine as RXed and let it actually help me, instead of binging on #180 dexys all at once...
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why the fuck are you going to rehab?its obvious your not willing to give up on your addiction
 
wanna know why im doing this b4 rehab? #1 benzos truely HELP with my physical tension/anxiety. i just build tolerance and end up with taking more more....P.S.(saturday-went to see another doc in the office, was COOL AS HELL, i told hi my situation, he UPPED my xanax to .5 4x/daily, gave me #120, told him im in alot of pain (filling came out of tooth) he offered lortab 10. i declined, he offered lortab 5, i declined and said ill take ultram(insurance wont cover lortab cuz im on suboxone). also told him that i WAS on Adderall and it helped alot better with "cymbatla" they gave me, so he wrote it like tha 20mg IR, he wasnt a MD, he was a DO...but yes now that im getting monthly scripts i do have to see my primary either before or shortly after my due for refills..and i im not lying people, all i did was call the office say im due for a refill, drive to pick up my script, but now im on monthly's they told me to follow up in 3-4 weeks for chekup...and im ready to go to REHAB to give up my COCAINE ADDICTION and discpline my benzo use, plus to get some mental health HELP, im unstable at times, and have a 6 month old son, ina relationship with the mother that is love/hate at times, so the 28 days im gone i do figure i cn have time to thinnk and enlighten myself and moral standards, back to my POINT-the REASON i am rushing to get all these MEDS before rehab (tomorrow) is to put in a balloon and in my ass to rehab, in case they improperly taper me off of BENZOS (last time i had a 10mg xanax habit a day, all the fucking doctor did was make me suffer and gave me phenobarbital in case of a seizure, oh yeah and he was nice enough to give me 1mg ativan my first day in detox, asshole...and when i went in DETOX i was RX'ed and STILL AM SUBOXONE 24MG/daily, them fags knew i had a script and have me a 2mg subutex twice a day, so i had to be tapered from 24mg suboxone DAILY to 4mg daily, so i signed out of detox, then called my sub doctor and he immediately called in a 5 day supply of suboxone and my benzo for anxiety, went to pharmacy-case closed. in all actuality my drug ISSUE/PROBLEM is the COCAINE and BENZOS-but its the only think that kills my chronic anxiety, but tolerance builds so i get stuck in the hole again-plus i am mandated to go to rehab cuz i missed 1 appt. at drugvounseling, not to mention i need to get away from all the drama and focus, i mean i HAVE A SON 6 months old, and what do i have to show for him, nothing! im mostly going to clear my head and help rid of the cocaine habit. so yes im sneaking in 120 xanax .5, in case they dont wean me off, prolly all #120 of my ultram to cop a buzz when feeling down (not even an opiate addict mentally anymore) im on suboxone just so im not phyically sick, and then im taking my ADDERALL with me too because withdrawl from amphetamines sucks0constant fatigue, depression, etc...all going up my arse in a balloon. thank god i went to the docs office this morning. i was shocked he wrote me xanax when i was swithced to ATIVAN 3 days ago and already given a monthly script for that, it was xanax .5 3x, then ativan .5 2x, now today he just wrote me xanax .5 4x/daily #120, all monthly scripts, and offered lortab 10s for a tooth ache, but y insurnce wont cover it if on suboxone, bu ti took the ultram #120 with 3 refills, and lastly my #30 adderall 20mg IR's...peace out ill be back in 30 days, cocaine free, mentally better more stable, a father, and hopefully off of benzos or maybe a low dose, who knows. deep down i know i need to get off the benzos for good
 
opiatekrzy said:
wanna know why im doing this b4 rehab? #1 benzos truely HELP with my physical tension/anxiety. i just build tolerance and end up with taking more more....P.S.(saturday-went to see another doc in the office, was COOL AS HELL, i told hi my situation, he UPPED my xanax to .5 4x/daily, gave me #120, told him im in alot of pain (filling came out of tooth) he offered lortab 10. i declined, he offered lortab 5, i declined and said ill take ultram(insurance wont cover lortab cuz im on suboxone). also told him that i WAS on Adderall and it helped alot better with "cymbatla" they gave me, so he wrote it like tha 20mg IR, he wasnt a MD, he was a DO...but yes now that im getting monthly scripts i do have to see my primary either before or shortly after my due for refills..and i im not lying people, all i did was call the office say im due for a refill, drive to pick up my script, but now im on monthly's they told me to follow up in 3-4 weeks for chekup...and im ready to go to REHAB to give up my COCAINE ADDICTION and discpline my benzo use, plus to get some mental health HELP, im unstable at times, and have a 6 month old son, ina relationship with the mother that is love/hate at times, so the 28 days im gone i do figure i cn have time to thinnk and enlighten myself and moral standards, back to my POINT-the REASON i am rushing to get all these MEDS before rehab (tomorrow) is to put in a balloon and in my ass to rehab, in case they improperly taper me off of BENZOS (last time i had a 10mg xanax habit a day, all the fucking doctor did was make me suffer and gave me phenobarbital in case of a seizure, oh yeah and he was nice enough to give me 1mg ativan my first day in detox, asshole...and when i went in DETOX i was RX'ed and STILL AM SUBOXONE 24MG/daily, them fags knew i had a script and have me a 2mg subutex twice a day, so i had to be tapered from 24mg suboxone DAILY to 4mg daily, so i signed out of detox, then called my sub doctor and he immediately called in a 5 day supply of suboxone and my benzo for anxiety, went to pharmacy-case closed. in all actuality my drug ISSUE/PROBLEM is the COCAINE and BENZOS-but its the only think that kills my chronic anxiety, but tolerance builds so i get stuck in the hole again-plus i am mandated to go to rehab cuz i missed 1 appt. at drugvounseling, not to mention i need to get away from all the drama and focus, i mean i HAVE A SON 6 months old, and what do i have to show for him, nothing! im mostly going to clear my head and help rid of the cocaine habit. so yes im sneaking in 120 xanax .5, in case they dont wean me off, prolly all #120 of my ultram to cop a buzz when feeling down (not even an opiate addict mentally anymore) im on suboxone just so im not phyically sick, and then im taking my ADDERALL with me too because withdrawl from amphetamines sucks0constant fatigue, depression, etc...all going up my arse in a balloon. thank god i went to the docs office this morning. i was shocked he wrote me xanax when i was swithced to ATIVAN 3 days ago and already given a monthly script for that, it was xanax .5 3x, then ativan .5 2x, now today he just wrote me xanax .5 4x/daily #120, all monthly scripts, and offered lortab 10s for a tooth ache, but y insurnce wont cover it if on suboxone, bu ti took the ultram #120 with 3 refills, and lastly my #30 adderall 20mg IR's...peace out ill be back in 30 days, cocaine free, mentally better more stable, a father, and hopefully off of benzos or maybe a low dose, who knows. deep down i know i need to get off the benzos for good
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So you simply are going to rehab to ween yourself off the benzoes to start over again? It's best that you go then, verses running out and facing severe seizures.
 
like i said, deep down i know i cant handle benzos, i always increase and increase, but they wont detox or decrease my dose, they give out phenobarb in case of seizures and let u suffer out the W/D. so im gonna wean myself off in rehab and get out and have no plans to touch the stuff, alot can happen in 30 days rehab, i may be a totally changed person, im sick of this 3 yr benzo addiction anyway, and cocaine.
 
opiatekrzy said:
like i said, deep down i know i cant handle benzos, i always increase and increase, but they wont detox or decrease my dose, they give out phenobarb in case of seizures and let u suffer out the W/D. so im gonna wean myself off in rehab and get out and have no plans to touch the stuff, alot can happen in 30 days rehab, i may be a totally changed person, im sick of this 3 yr benzo addiction anyway, and cocaine.
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Stick with the phenobarbital, it is way better at treating seizures than any benzo will.
It is easier to go that route vs. benzos, simply because you have a way more wider dose range, and you can work down from there. Most likely they will do the same thing in detox...

cocaine you can also work out through a normal physician... But you need to know the right drug for the job. There are several different drugs used for this addiction. Modafinil is the one that is already on the market...
 
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yeah i know. but the withdrawl is HORRIBLE, the rebound 100x anxiety, depression irritability, no sleep, etc....couldnt even eat, on top of that they kinew i was RXed suboxone 24mgs daily, and the dumb doc gave me 2mg subutex in the am and in the evening. WOW 24mgs to 4mgs..so i have to survive and bring my care package with me tomorrow...wish me luck all ill be back on 30 days. cocaine is all mental to me, im sick of it, have alot of guilt. waste of money, a rush for 10secs, and feigning wasting $$ selling shit...im done with it havent looked back
 
one day at a time:today-no sleep, adderall binging, benzos, ...tried to sleep, feel like shit. not going to rehab, currently on klonopin 2mg daily, just got #180 fillled yesterday to last 90 days along with #90 adderall XR 20mg to last 90 days...im going all out as i been an addict for years.
 
huh? my doctor puts a Code "A" on my script for my klonopin which allows me to fill 90 days worth, i take 2 a day, so i get #180 to last 3 months, and the adderall is a code "b" which i get #90 adderall, only take 1 a day, and that too has to last 3 months. so i have to be caareful not to lose my bottle or go to crazy cuz 90 days is a long time. NYS laws are different so yes it is legal for doctors to do this method of day supply, i bring this up as there was a debate about it. i personally prefer monthly's but my primary said im on a stable enough dose where i dont have to come and see him every month
 
lowrider6967 said:
why the fuck are you going to rehab?its obvious your not willing to give up on your addiction
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hey smarty ass. well i was gonna "fuck"ing go to rehab due to court mandate, however i have no court issues, wow this post is old. im not wiling to give up benzos and amphetamines. i used to pop 10-15mg xanax a day, i control myself not go over 6mg no matter what the situation is. adderall, i dont dose over 60mg at a time..<snip>
 
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Let's place nice kids so effie doesn't have to get mean and hand out infractions ;)
 
Toker23 said:
Damn thats a low dose. I faked having severe social anxiety and I got 2 bars a day.
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My friend did the exact same thing, he stock piles his though. Some how he isnt addicted though, so he can save a month supply and take like 4mg every weekend so he is always set up lol
To the OP, they shouldnt give you crap as long as you dont take too many pills and need the refill to early. But im sure if your doing it legally (like the doctor said) you shouldnt have a proublem
 
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