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BabyGurl3171

BabyGurl3171

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In my mind. The choices are many, the consequences
Everything seems to be fallin in place. My girls are behavin, for the most part lol. But better than they were. WAY better.

I'm happier, feel less weight on my shoulders. No more what ifs or am I gonna have to fight & cry today :)

I just thought I'd finally post a positive post since all is goin well.

I'm still takin alprazolam but not as bad as I use to. Only between 4-6 mgs a day. Sounds like a lot but I was on 10 bars a day, for a total of 20 mgs a day. So, yeah, I'm gettin there :)

Thank you all for bein so supportive.

Oh! I also got released from probation a year early for "doing so well and havin such a positive attitude". And I still didn't do any drugs but alprazolam, which is prescribed, & kratom. Go me hehe.

Life is good. Being blessed beyond what I thought possible!

Love you guys!
 
Hey Baby Gurl

That is a lot of alprazolam! I would seriously consider suing a doctor that had you up to 20mg of alprazolam per day (assuming they started you on such a high dose with no benzo tolerance).

I'm really glad to hear you got down to just 4 or 6 milligrams a day, that's a lot more reasonable. Some people can comfortably take that much per day without side effects/withdrawal/addiction. For myself, I only use 1mg or 2mg per day if it's a bad or really bad day, respectively.

Congrats on getting off probation early too! That's amazing!

:)
 
Good on ya, BabyGurl!!
Glad to hear you are on top of things :)
& Congrats on beating probation early!! That is just awesome <3
 
I think it says so much about you that you posted this. Your attitude is not only positive but you took the time to appreciate and feel grateful for all that is good in your life. It is so easy to forget to do that. Congratulations on everything--you worked hard for all of it.<3
 
herbavore said:
I think it says so much about you that you posted this. Your attitude is not only positive but you took the time to appreciate and feel grateful for all that is good in your life. It is so easy to forget to do that. Congratulations on everything--you worked hard for all of it.<3
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Thank you! I always tell my kids to be thankful for all they have, even the little things bc a thankful heart can't be sad :)

Bout time I took my own advice. So I'm being positive and thankful for all I have. I could be so much worse off.
 
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