Thanks for all the advice, I'm sure every bit helps. And as for my tolerance, I don't know what it is with dillies quite yet, but when I was taking morphine predominantly (orally) I could take up to 300mg without worrying about an overdose (but that was my maximum weekend dose). I'm 5ft2", female, and small framed but I'm not sure if that was a risky dose for my body type, I just got use to taking opiates for a good 7 or 8 years. My tolerance is probably much lower now that I haven't been able to acquire any morphine for a couple of months now. And yes, I can say with great confidence that I prefer morphine, as the euphoria just from taken orally would get me right where I needed to be. There's just something lacking with dilaudid. Its too short-lived and no matter how much I take (I've plugged up to 16mg so far), it just doesn't do it for me like morphine did. Morphine is by far my favorite opiate, I even like it better than H (though the tar where I live is not that impressive to me, if I'm able to come across it at all). Meth is a much more popular drug than heroin where I live. It sucks being a junkie in tweakerville, because everywhere you turn, there it is. But you really gotta know the right people when it comes to opiates, especially when you're trying to find anything stronger than hydrocodone.