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FG & Englandz update?

England stopped coming here most likely because he is trying to get off opiates, coming here while trying to get clean is a shite idea most of the time.
 
fuckity fuck bollox.......just wrote an epic post and it dissappeared, so in short; are there any fellow BL'er's in the area that could meet up, company is good even a quick chat but you have us lot here to do it digitally; has the council come up with anything?, are you near the countryside? a walk -long one mind- enriches the soul and clears the head of chatter that you get in urban environments allows you slow down and look at the beauty of nature.
hope the day goes well for you mate - kep in touch
B

@Englz - if you are poppin in hope yer okay, a few of us here I know have gone through heavy wd's from big habits (my worst was 1/8th a day to zero) and like another op said coming here when you are quitting is risky - hope your well though mate.B
 
FG you say you had a psychotic episode and that the voices are coming back in a bad way, and you also write about being suicidal, would that not qualify you for a stay in some sort of hospital for a while, to clear the head etc?
 
That does sound like an option lurching, not sure how it works in engalnd but you certainly can check yourself into a psychiatric hospital, or at least turn up and ask for an emergency assessment at which point they will decide (assuming they have space for you) to take you in for a while to find out if you are safer at the hospital. If not, they will at least have advisors on hand who can tell you exactly the best way to manage if they turn you away and hook you up with the correct support you need, be it medications or personal help. They will be VERY sympathetic with you.

I'd say give this a shot FG, if you can, as the council know jack shit about this sort of thing and are more concerned with practicalities and beaurocracy. These hospitals have all sorts of specialists and therapists on-site used to helping people through the kind of issues you have or are facing.

Particularly the way you've been talking, if you are feeling or have been feeling atall suicidal then I would advise you to look into these options I've outlined.

p.s speaking from my own experience, having spent a few stays in psych hospitals myself, they are nothing to be afraid of and are incredibly supportive.
 
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lurching said:
FG you say you had a psychotic episode and that the voices are coming back in a bad way, and you also write about being suicidal, would that not qualify you for a stay in some sort of hospital for a while, to clear the head etc?
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i have an appointment with specialist on tuesday for just this reason fingers crossed

i think ive got away with the other day as long as i behave don't start fighting or anything i think i can stop we will see in the next few hours
 
I've E-mailed Englandz but I think maybe he may not want all of this. Englandz if you're reading I'm sorry if I'm speaking out of turn here or if I'm incorrect. I remember once I was worried over a member here, Brimz, who turned out to be fine n I ended up falling out with a few members over it. I talked to Knock about it n Knock said something like (excuse me I can't remember exact wording I only kept his last PM) some people don't like others worrying over them as they feel embarrassed, they may just like some time away for a bit.

What I'm trying to say is it's possible that Englandz may have put a drunken post (who doesn't?) gone to bed, woke up the next day to all this worry n may find it a bit much n feel embarrassed over it. Also some people don't like to be centre of attention as it can be intimidating for them. Maybe he wants to come back to normality n not us all worrying n sending PMs / E-mails.

In my opinion I'd close this thread n let him come back in his own time. I'm not suggesting be cold n unfeeling just that he may need space. I feel a bloody hypocrite writing this as I struggle with giving people space when the request it myself at times. It's just my perspective on the matter n I hope that I haven't annoyed anyone with it.

I could be wrong n if I am I apologise.

As for Foolsy we've been E-mailing most days as I've been concerned with all this n as I've said many times by E-mail (i hope this doesn't sound patronising) I'm really proud of you n how you've kept off the drugs throughout this ordeal. I don't think I could; I've weakened over less. And don't worry about Charlie he'll be fine. Cats need:

Food
Drink
Shelter
Poo n piss accomdation.

He has this he'll be fine n purring at you before you know it. Keep strong, Foolsy <3

Evey
 
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foolsgold said:
i have an appointment with specialist on tuesday for just this reason fingers crossed

i think ive got away with the other day as long as i behave don't start fighting or anything i think i can stop we will see in the next few hours
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We all fuck up now and then FG - getting yourself checked in somewhere on Tuesday (if that is an option for you) would be a good idea. They can help you detox, give your head a bit of a rest and give you time to way up your options.

Take care
 
excellent news - knew it would work out in the end, well done for sitting it oput the last couple of weeks must have been v v hard
 
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