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FG & Englandz update?

foolsgold said:
cheers blondin :) it will be the weekend when things become the hardest part staying clean for one
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Why not check with your support workers etc and see if there is anything where you can volunteer your help ? This is going to be a tough week for you so any distraction would be worth while?
 
ive just done that funnily enough i am going to be helping out at next steps from next monday morning just odd jobs and the likes something to help keep me clean ive got a drugs group i can go to on a wendesday night just weekends and benzos would of been the plan but i am so eaten up with guilt about losing charlie he has not seen me since the night i got arrested wont know where i am he will be scared because i am not there so fuck it this time i am going to do it even if it kill me as they say

councillor was well impressed that i am doing this cold turkey instead of weaning down
 
I'm impressed FG. Can't be easy. Keep on keepin' on mate. You've got a lot of people here who wish you nothing but the best.
 
Well done mate, I appreciate it can't be easy for you. Keep on looking upwards buddy!
 
Yes I agree FG you are doing very well. Your brain chemistry will already be trying to 'normalise' and right itself and you will start to feel the benefits any time now onwards, your mood will be generally more stable, and eventually your brain will start producing its own endorphins, serotonin, dopamine etc which you've probably depleted the natural stocks. Sorry if all that sounded like bullshit, there is some truth to it, i just dont have the words to put it into 'proper psychological science' right now.

I think Im speaking from realistic and sensible expectations. Your medical team have been tough on you imo, it would have been easy to ply you with anti depressants, or perhaps you declined that. Anyway as everyone else says, youve done well holding out for 2 weeks, once the dust settles you may find yourself in better shape than you ever imagined, and the real / old FG will emerge from the haze. There will probably be some dips in the days ahead too though, be prepared for them, im sure you're tough enough to ride them out, they will only be temporary.
 
cheers you lot

thing is ive not know the old fg for 24 years now mdb so god know what i will be like had a psychotic episode last night which i hope was a one off just feeling a little poorly today not much sleep stress catching up with me i think at least eating better than i normally would do as well
 
..cats are very forgiving - when ever we go away for 2 weeks or so we get the snooty look as if to say 'oh so you've decided to come back now, well i'm doing just fine on my own thanks' then within the hour it's cuddles and purrs.
Sounds like you are doing really well - read back the posts on the thread form yourself and see the difference. CBT is very good for anxiety/depression might be worth seeing if you can give it a go.
THe 'old FG' will be better, stronger faster..der nur de nur de nur nur (6 million $ man) %)
 
foolsgold said:
cheers i probably miss him more than he misses me
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Na, he'll miss you, who else would spoil that boy like you do. As long as he's being fed etc he'll be waiting patiently for you and be over the moon when he's back with you in your new place together.

Keep up the good work honey, you're doing great <3
 
Still nothing from Englz? I thought he might have checked in by now - maybe he does just want some P&Q and clear his head, hope tis all.

@FG more than likely mate, as long as he's getting fed - fickle creatures - but when you get him back he'll be as happy as you'll be I'm sure.
 
Englandz ya cunt, welcome back. :)

EDIT - explanation. He was at the bottom of my screen for five mins anyway.
 
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