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Opioids Fentanyl

Juicewrldfan

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Hey- basically I spiraled into deep into the drug scene this time. I was in a mental health treatment center and my wife filed for divorce and amber hearded me to all our mutual friends while I was inpatient. When I got out I spiraled and started using fent for the first time really.

I mean I’ve dabbled but never long. Always very short lived small doses binges two days usually. I’m in some shit . Stupid shit. Long story but a dope boy and he a white crip at that and I mean these are real crips I believe which surprised me but ketsbjustvsaybthw fool tricked me and hit my car after feeding me dope for two weeks. Now I’m dependent asf. And I mean I was in one of their traps recently and there was no lie like 9-10 crips all strapped on there. Was a weird set up too.

And so I have two problems. One minuses to be able to take subs rightaway as they were already on board and now I get PWD
Even after waiting 12 hours. I know that’s not long but I was in withdrawl kinda felt bad or maybe not as worse as I thought I was the mental withdrawal is the hardest part but man idk I can wait 100 hours as I read.

I’m withdrawing now and he’s supposedly bringing me more fent (in my car mind you)

Now I’ll just keep my car if he does truly show up but I need to get off the fent.

I have subs but seems kinda moot point right now.

I don’t want to do this anymore.

I think I’ll get my keys back soon but man I’m stuck on frnt I feel like now and I started just banging it yesterday all day. Like lost my mind I had so much I felt like. I was outside singing lol. Neighbors probably thought I lost my mind.

Idk feel fucked but maybe shen I get this gent I can think clear. It’s some flame like strait kerosene taste when snorting it but I don’t want to do this anymore.

Idk if good drug treatment here in Columbus Ohio but idk. Ang recommendations I greatly appreciate it. I can’t function like this
 
Hey glad to hear you're still with us here. A quick question here, because it's good to reflect on honestly, and something to think about.

You don't have to say all of it if some of it is too personal, but: why do you want to quit?

No judgement here whatsoever and again if it's personal than that's fine too.

Wish the best for you. Hope you have some social support IRL too?
 
Hey- basically I spiraled into deep into the drug scene this time. I was in a mental health treatment center and my wife filed for divorce and amber hearded me to all our mutual friends while I was inpatient. When I got out I spiraled and started using fent for the first time really.

I mean I’ve dabbled but never long. Always very short lived small doses binges two days usually. I’m in some shit . Stupid shit. Long story but a dope boy and he a white crip at that and I mean these are real crips I believe which surprised me but ketsbjustvsaybthw fool tricked me and hit my car after feeding me dope for two weeks. Now I’m dependent asf. And I mean I was in one of their traps recently and there was no lie like 9-10 crips all strapped on there. Was a weird set up too.

And so I have two problems. One minuses to be able to take subs rightaway as they were already on board and now I get PWD
Even after waiting 12 hours. I know that’s not long but I was in withdrawl kinda felt bad or maybe not as worse as I thought I was the mental withdrawal is the hardest part but man idk I can wait 100 hours as I read.

I’m withdrawing now and he’s supposedly bringing me more fent (in my car mind you)

Now I’ll just keep my car if he does truly show up but I need to get off the fent.

I have subs but seems kinda moot point right now.

I don’t want to do this anymore.

I think I’ll get my keys back soon but man I’m stuck on frnt I feel like now and I started just banging it yesterday all day. Like lost my mind I had so much I felt like. I was outside singing lol. Neighbors probably thought I lost my mind.

Idk feel fucked but maybe shen I get this gent I can think clear. It’s some flame like strait kerosene taste when snorting it but I don’t want to do this anymore.

Idk if good drug treatment here in Columbus Ohio but idk. Ang recommendations I greatly appreciate it. I can’t function like this

Did your wife file for divorce because of being in a mental health ward or for the fentanyl use? Sorry I'm just curious.
 
Hey- basically I spiraled into deep into the drug scene this time. I was in a mental health treatment center and my wife filed for divorce and amber hearded me to all our mutual friends while I was inpatient. When I got out I spiraled and started using fent for the first time really.

I mean I’ve dabbled but never long. Always very short lived small doses binges two days usually. I’m in some shit . Stupid shit. Long story but a dope boy and he a white crip at that and I mean these are real crips I believe which surprised me but ketsbjustvsaybthw fool tricked me and hit my car after feeding me dope for two weeks. Now I’m dependent asf. And I mean I was in one of their traps recently and there was no lie like 9-10 crips all strapped on there. Was a weird set up too.

And so I have two problems. One minuses to be able to take subs rightaway as they were already on board and now I get PWD
Even after waiting 12 hours. I know that’s not long but I was in withdrawl kinda felt bad or maybe not as worse as I thought I was the mental withdrawal is the hardest part but man idk I can wait 100 hours as I read.

I’m withdrawing now and he’s supposedly bringing me more fent (in my car mind you)

Now I’ll just keep my car if he does truly show up but I need to get off the fent.

I have subs but seems kinda moot point right now.

I don’t want to do this anymore.

I think I’ll get my keys back soon but man I’m stuck on frnt I feel like now and I started just banging it yesterday all day. Like lost my mind I had so much I felt like. I was outside singing lol. Neighbors probably thought I lost my mind.

Idk feel fucked but maybe shen I get this gent I can think clear. It’s some flame like strait kerosene taste when snorting it but I don’t want to do this anymore.

Idk if good drug treatment here in Columbus Ohio but idk. Ang recommendations I greatly appreciate it. I can’t function like this
Do you have insurance, I will search.
 
Out of concern, I think you should go back into the mental facility and be honest with them. If any one can help you it is them at this point.
 
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