Juicewrldfan
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Hey- basically I spiraled into deep into the drug scene this time. I was in a mental health treatment center and my wife filed for divorce and amber hearded me to all our mutual friends while I was inpatient. When I got out I spiraled and started using fent for the first time really.
I mean I’ve dabbled but never long. Always very short lived small doses binges two days usually. I’m in some shit . Stupid shit. Long story but a dope boy and he a white crip at that and I mean these are real crips I believe which surprised me but ketsbjustvsaybthw fool tricked me and hit my car after feeding me dope for two weeks. Now I’m dependent asf. And I mean I was in one of their traps recently and there was no lie like 9-10 crips all strapped on there. Was a weird set up too.
And so I have two problems. One minuses to be able to take subs rightaway as they were already on board and now I get PWD
Even after waiting 12 hours. I know that’s not long but I was in withdrawl kinda felt bad or maybe not as worse as I thought I was the mental withdrawal is the hardest part but man idk I can wait 100 hours as I read.
I’m withdrawing now and he’s supposedly bringing me more fent (in my car mind you)
Now I’ll just keep my car if he does truly show up but I need to get off the fent.
I have subs but seems kinda moot point right now.
I don’t want to do this anymore.
I think I’ll get my keys back soon but man I’m stuck on frnt I feel like now and I started just banging it yesterday all day. Like lost my mind I had so much I felt like. I was outside singing lol. Neighbors probably thought I lost my mind.
Idk feel fucked but maybe shen I get this gent I can think clear. It’s some flame like strait kerosene taste when snorting it but I don’t want to do this anymore.
Idk if good drug treatment here in Columbus Ohio but idk. Ang recommendations I greatly appreciate it. I can’t function like this
I mean I’ve dabbled but never long. Always very short lived small doses binges two days usually. I’m in some shit . Stupid shit. Long story but a dope boy and he a white crip at that and I mean these are real crips I believe which surprised me but ketsbjustvsaybthw fool tricked me and hit my car after feeding me dope for two weeks. Now I’m dependent asf. And I mean I was in one of their traps recently and there was no lie like 9-10 crips all strapped on there. Was a weird set up too.
And so I have two problems. One minuses to be able to take subs rightaway as they were already on board and now I get PWD
Even after waiting 12 hours. I know that’s not long but I was in withdrawl kinda felt bad or maybe not as worse as I thought I was the mental withdrawal is the hardest part but man idk I can wait 100 hours as I read.
I’m withdrawing now and he’s supposedly bringing me more fent (in my car mind you)
Now I’ll just keep my car if he does truly show up but I need to get off the fent.
I have subs but seems kinda moot point right now.
I don’t want to do this anymore.
I think I’ll get my keys back soon but man I’m stuck on frnt I feel like now and I started just banging it yesterday all day. Like lost my mind I had so much I felt like. I was outside singing lol. Neighbors probably thought I lost my mind.
Idk feel fucked but maybe shen I get this gent I can think clear. It’s some flame like strait kerosene taste when snorting it but I don’t want to do this anymore.
Idk if good drug treatment here in Columbus Ohio but idk. Ang recommendations I greatly appreciate it. I can’t function like this
