I'm still as conflicted as ever. If Lortab didn't make me sleepy, I'd just go back to it. I tried to take Tramadol for the past several days to ease the dark depression, but...SEVERE rectum-ripping constipation occurred (even with poop meds). Oh, God the agony when I have to resort to hospital issue enema "bags" of warm water. TMI but I feel like a gutted animal.
Stef...Please don't be sad for my pain. That's not my intention. I'm not familiar with Subutex, nor "opiod agonists". I know...I'm told I'm as green as a goard. I fought long and hard to get the genetic testing for metabolism, with high hopes for answers. It seems to have solved NOTHING, as PM left me on Oxycodone...throws up his hands and threatens to GIVE UP.
I'm sorry for EVERYONE who is faced with this dilemma. I got a little excited when reading about Kratom for pain management. My husband got right on it and ordered some for me last night. We're both dubious because of my party trick projectile vomiting!

He ordered capsule form because we know I'll spew with the powder/water or juice. Further research here on BL, etc. on Kratom addiction and withdrawal is almost as bothersome as the Oxycodone stories.
BTW...Way back in 2005 I was briefly prescribed Fentanyl patches for neck/back/pelvic pain. Dosing was limited to 72 hours. The Duragesic patches were gel-filled then. They were a miracle for the first 48 hours, but I was in complete WDs by 3rd day. It wasn't worth the agony, so I walked away from everything PM. I went back to Darvocet until it was banned.
This most recent Fentanyl trial was with Mallinkroft patches in the "matrix" formula (48 hour dosing) I just don't think I absorbed it properly, as I got only nasty SEs with no pain relief. JMO but I think once again the effort to prevent abuse/recreational use ruined its effectiveness for me.