That, I understand. Out of all the drugs I've done, crack was the one that got me. I was very lucky to realize early on it was an issue I'd 'experimented' with quite a few substances before I smoked crack for the first time. I'd never had anything grab a hold of me like that. In 3 months, I'd lost my job, my apartment, friends, family. That's when I knew I had to stop. Once I decided that, I was done. I was still young and able to manage it I have never touched it again. It's been about 25-30 years. Honestly I've never had any other drug get me like that. I already know opioids would, which is why I've stayed away from them. I was prescribed oxy for a long time but I never abused that. I kept to low doses. I was at 15mg 3-4 times daily after 15 years of taking it. I did that intentionally. I had tolerance but I didn't have cravings or withdrawals. Until I did. I could see once again it was going to be an issue if I didn't stop it. I told my Dr I wanted to come off it. It's been almost two years for that. I've never had to go to rehab or do any MAT. That's why I'm interested in your perspective with this.