Finding this site was amazing for me, i was a wild 17 year old, harm reduction isn't my forte', id give this site a quick 5 minutes research before taking the cocktail regardless of what useful information I would read.
But there are other people on this site that I am sure you've saved lives, and that's admirable.
I don't know what really to put here, i'm a younger junkie(24) that just got out of his second rehab. I was so excited getting out of the place ( left two weeks early ) and being sober at home was working like a charm for about three days, until i got back into my old job....(bad news) It's not just this bad ass job I have right now, its any job I go to I get overwhelming want of dopamine, it helps me interact, be a leader, when in reality I am completely alone while sober in a room full of heads, I could sit there for 15 minutes straight and not think of a conversation to bring up to a person around me.
Im on and off right now between being sober and it's killing me to be honest.
Being in the middle is almost as worse as being dope sick every day man..
least I have liquid lorazepam, ganja, and alcohol... I feel like its all a crutch until I can finally get close to her sweet..dark..sweaty..black skin that I loved oh so much, still the only one to give me that blanket of comfortness
But there are other people on this site that I am sure you've saved lives, and that's admirable.
I don't know what really to put here, i'm a younger junkie(24) that just got out of his second rehab. I was so excited getting out of the place ( left two weeks early ) and being sober at home was working like a charm for about three days, until i got back into my old job....(bad news) It's not just this bad ass job I have right now, its any job I go to I get overwhelming want of dopamine, it helps me interact, be a leader, when in reality I am completely alone while sober in a room full of heads, I could sit there for 15 minutes straight and not think of a conversation to bring up to a person around me.
Im on and off right now between being sober and it's killing me to be honest.
Being in the middle is almost as worse as being dope sick every day man..
least I have liquid lorazepam, ganja, and alcohol... I feel like its all a crutch until I can finally get close to her sweet..dark..sweaty..black skin that I loved oh so much, still the only one to give me that blanket of comfortness
