About 3-4 weeks ago (begin of October) my Oxycodon and instant release fentanyl I had been using for 2-3 months prior, have been replaced by a fent patch. 150mcg/h.
Since I don't give a f*ck about life I thought I finally had the golden 'end patch' so I cut up the patch, microwaved it for ~30 seconds in some water, and kept everything in my mouth for buccal absorption. Tried several other methods since - simply sticking the patch in my cheek, eating it with some hot tea, etc.
But it does nothing. 150mcg should be a friggin lethal dose but it does nothing for me. I have the matrix patches and not the gel patch, but still. What am I doing wrong? (I'm not asking for suicide advice but just in general why I don't feel any effects, not even from a 'proper' dose)
Since I don't give a f*ck about life I thought I finally had the golden 'end patch' so I cut up the patch, microwaved it for ~30 seconds in some water, and kept everything in my mouth for buccal absorption. Tried several other methods since - simply sticking the patch in my cheek, eating it with some hot tea, etc.
But it does nothing. 150mcg should be a friggin lethal dose but it does nothing for me. I have the matrix patches and not the gel patch, but still. What am I doing wrong? (I'm not asking for suicide advice but just in general why I don't feel any effects, not even from a 'proper' dose)