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Fentanyl, Morphine, GHB: overdose, near death

DexterMeth

DexterMeth

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I'll get into more detail later. As im on close observation and have lots of shit to do and ammends to make. Last Sunday..a week or so ago i accidently overdosed on fentanyl, morphine, GHB, etc.....passed out, massive siezzures, choking on my own vomit...by the miracle of god someone was around and found me...the paramedics came and were fucking baffled..(What i was told..dont remember anything.) I flatlined in the ER twice...talk about a death experience. Was in ICU for 3 days having people wipe my ass, hooked up to IV drips, cathater(FUCK!).;.etc....spent a week in rehab...and got out today..start intensive outpatient rehab (again) tomorro for a LONG LONG time. I once again by the grace of god have been given the chance to live. I dont know, i must be here for something i guess now. :) and you know the sick part? I still want to do it again....and i'm not even suicidal. Im a sick fuck. At Take a lesson from me kids. Anyways, much love. Eat LSD.....
Tim
EDIT - after sucessfully completing the outpatience program (2 month program)..i relapsed with an overdose on alprazolam powder 2 weeks later.. wound back up in a even more hardcore program after that.. where they are fucking on you all the time. I got 80% of it done, was even going to NA, then relapsed.. Dropped out of it, and now i still use, but in moderation..and i work fulltime. Just kind of funny how after what happened a while ago i was saying "dont fuck with this and now, by the grace of god, blah blah bullshit" :\ 2/14/06
 
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this had better be one good story to tell your grandkids! glad you're still with us :)
 
i went to one of my regular "drug pads" right after writing this...Just to see how i would fair..and you know what? I didn't even crave. I am sick of being sick. I'm sorry if the TR is short or if you even consider it one...but it was sure as fuck one hell of a trip for me! Peace.

Stick to the green.
 
Godamn man!! How much gbl did you drink and how much fentanyl did you end up doing?!!?!?
 
Wow man,

yes, i do think you were cast back out for a reason! the universe wasn't done with dextermeth yet :) i see reason in everything now especially the last week, i take that fucking Be Here Now book everywhere and open it up like i'm preaching the bible, i've had a crazy last couple weeks, drama, life..

glad your alright man! maybe your message was read by another BLer about to do something pretty bad and they didn't, who knows, wacky universe.

I was wondering where you've been lately, glad yer back dude.

don't mean to 'advertise' this book, but god damn its just fucking GREAT,
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=214766&r=59
 
yes some cary shit did you redose with the gbl ? and how did you take the fentanyl? Sounds like 2 baad substances to combine )
 
Wow.... im so glad you made it out man.. Especially since you're one person I wouldn't expect to get into a situation like that (despite not knowing you very well, I still feel that opinion is strong). Post the full details when you get the chance because I know a lot of us want to hear how it ended it up that bad.
 
Details, details. Well. I didn't have my regular syringe to measure out my G, so i just poured what "looked" like the regular amount, which in fact was probably like 8ml or something..then shot about 1.5mg fentanyl citrate..had been doing the whole pod tea thing all day..high as shit already. I've handled this dosing before, but it was DEFINATELY the G that did it. Was having massive siezures (I wasnt conscious for it). Suposively i was in my room with a laptop on my bed. I then suddenly fell unconscious, smashed my head on the lap top screen and shattered it...puking everywhere. I choked on my own vomit..was still coughing up vomit from my lungs days after, along with IV antibiotics and AB pills. I dont even remember passing out..that's the thing with G. You dont feel the "passing out" come out. You just wake up in a daze..i happened to wake up in a hospital 3 days later with IV drips stuck all in my arms and a catheter up my dick..at good ole' Pomerado Hospital..what a shitty place..you can hear and see everything going on with other patients in the ICU unit. Some old guy died in front of me as i woke up, his family crying and all that muck. If you want futher details, ask and i shall tell.
My potassium levels were SHOT like a mother fucker. If i had continued taking G at that rate i would have died from wacked out potas levels alone.
Anyone ever get those mad twitches on G when its just about comming on? It's such a dirty feeling. I dunno. Maybe it's cause i'm bipolar and can easily get siezures now, from all the methampethamine, and tramadol. yuck :p

Good times. eat LSD
 
^are you implying I'm a European African (Hybrid) hermaphrodite? I'm no fucking Hybrid Hermaphrodite!
Anyways..........
Thank you all for the positive support. Not being all doped up, and able to feel again...It's really nice to feel the emotions of life and reactions to it. A simple smilie face from someone..it's just all so fucking perfact in a way.

If you want any more details, i'll be glad to give them...for instance..A nurse had to wipe my ass, and the curtain to my room would sway a little open sometimes during this, or would strait up be left open a little. So all the other employees and patients that were in my asshole's angle of view got to see me :|
The cleaning person/custodian happened to be a very clumsy and loud midget lady with one crippled hand. Jesus fucking christ. Of all the 13,000 jobs the department of rehab could help this girl land...they just had to put her in the intensive care unit at a hospital. On top of the place just being loud in general (i didnt sleep the 3 days i was there once i came to and was conscious) she was like a garbage truck. Bumping into me rooms sliding glass door, etc, etc..and the fucking rubber broom she has to use..............ok i'm gonna shut up now..as it's late and i'm ruining a serious and decent thread.

I'll go into unbiased/informative detail on whatever if anyone asks.
I don't know much about cat food though. sorry.
 
Originally posted by DexterMeth
The cleaning person/custodian happened to be a very clumsy and loud midget lady with one crippled hand. Jesus fucking christ. Of all the 13,000 jobs the department of rehab could help this girl land...they just had to put her in the intensive care unit at a hospital. On top of the place just being loud in general (i didnt sleep the 3 days i was there once i came to and was conscious) she was like a garbage truck.


LMFAO!! Jesus, glad to see you've kept your sense of humor, you funny bastard! I have some questions:

1) When did you ingest each? Can you give us a timeframe?
2) Exactly how much morphine did you have? In what form?
3) Can you give us an estimate of how long you were unconscious initially?
4) How were you revived? Were you given naloxone?
 
I think people should start mentioning that not to combine GHB with ANY depressent not just alcohol as perhaps Dexter thought since it wasn't alcohol then it should be fine.
 
I was just wondering did you have any symptoms of the typical near death experience? And was it the drugs you wanted to experience again, or the death experience?
Peace

I guess the universe isnt done with me either
 
paradoxcycle said:
1) When did you ingest each? Can you give us a timeframe?
2) Exactly how much morphine did you have? In what form?
3) Can you give us an estimate of how long you were unconscious initially?
4) How were you revived? Were you given naloxone?
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1. morphine, unknown amounts, made from extract of cir. 15lbs seed. drinking all night, and day when i woke up. Shot up exactly 2 shots of .075mcg fent ..this was maybe 9:45 in the morning. Smoked a cig then ingested mistakingly roughly 8ml GBL/GHB. Everthing was going fucking groovy for 10 minutes, then i woke up in a hospital 3 days later.

It turns out i passed out around 10:00am and having massive siezures, vomiting all over, choking on my own vomit. ...

3. I was initially unconsious for 3 days.
4. I just "came to". I'm not sure if i was given any detox meds.my my boogers and shit sure were black.

lack of form here equates to 12mg DOI:p
 
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