I don't smoke weed. I make cookies. I do enjoy a mild buzz most evenings and it helps with chronic pain.
The acid? For me, tripping has never been recreational or escapist. It's a spiritual thing that helps me get more in touch with the Universe, not less. Definitely not an everyday thing, either. And the fact that it's illegal is irrelevant. I've never felt I was risking arrest by tripping in the privacy of my home or out in the woods.
I never said life was perfect. I said I'm happier than I've ever been. There are a lot of things that piss me off-- living in Trumpistan tops the list. And I hate that we are destroying our ecosystem in dozens of ways at an ever-increasing rate. Humans regularly annoy the hell out of me. So what?
Despite its flaws, there is beauty in the world and I see it wherever I can. Also, I enjoy learning and I'll never run out of new things to discover. I've reached a point where I find life not only tolerable but quite interesting and often enjoyable. If that drastically changes, I have no qualms about simply checking out-- it's the primary reason I own a .38 Special.