GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
Bluelighter
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Those fake blues ***I once had not all of them**** were the best feeling in the entire world without question. I was sitting in a chair looking at the wall absolutely content with my situation and could've lived that way until I died. The issue is the terrible terrible agonizing withdrawal should your money or supply run out (probably will pretty quickly if you're like me because it was beyond the mortal realm lol). I'll never forget what that felt like and I appreciate being able to have experienced it and moved on with my life.,.. but it felt like what people describe the best heroin to be like--pure unadulterated euphoria out of your ass. I never felt that content in my life sadly and I don't think thats because my life is lackluster whatsoever. I find fent to be the best feeling imaginable and no one will change my mind on that. I just don't want to return to it lol. It can ruin anyone's life if fent is pleasurable to you (some find fent to be absolutely useless and only nodding with no euphoria/so dangerous). For me, my brain was shooting our euphoria that no amount of oxy could deliver. It was supernatural. If someone likes fent like I do, you're going to have an amazingly bad time should you not be able to stop and have unlimited finances. It was so surreal.
*please do not assume your experience will be like mine. The fake blues can range from rat poison to complete duds and I don't want to encourage people to harm themselves with a false advertisement of my exp*
But yes thank you God if that is real or something. Idk if I should be praising God for my drug use but that was my favorite chapter of my addict life peak.
*please do not assume your experience will be like mine. The fake blues can range from rat poison to complete duds and I don't want to encourage people to harm themselves with a false advertisement of my exp*
But yes thank you God if that is real or something. Idk if I should be praising God for my drug use but that was my favorite chapter of my addict life peak.