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SunriseChampion

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Hi all, I'm signing in again after a long hiatus.

I used to be on the site years ago. I don't even remember my user name from then. Knowing me, it was likely something mtown or 5-ht2 and so and so.
It was back when it was still on the Russian servers, or at least that's what I imagined it being on with the .ru URL. I'm no expert.

To be honest, I think it was during my regular E using days which would be at least as far back as 2007.
Anyway, I'm in my early 30s now and quite "boring" now in relation to my younger self.

Love me some mushrooms a couple times a year. They're safe to source. Sort of gave up on everything else, due to safety concerns, unfortunately. By "everything else" I mean MDMA, LSD, other psychedelics. Meth I gave up because......well, bun it, I turned grey.

Alcohol though. What a bitch. Not addicted, but me and my friends sure have an issue with binge drinking.
Actually learned about neural kindling on this site whilst lurking a couple of months ago, so thanks for that informative yet depressing tidbit.

One of my greatest hobbies is fighting against the hypocrisy and misinformation of the war on drugs.
I'm also very interested in neuropharmacology. Sort of read a lot about it back when I was in university and not going to my classes (poli sci).

Anyway, if anyone actually read this in its entirety, you're a champ, and I'm a long talker.

Cheers
 
Hey welcome back around.
Yeah, well. In most cases yes, not always. Usually a reason behind it.

Whats been going on in your 30s? I recently turned 30, and to be honest I don't know what to think.
 
Whats been going on in your 30s? I recently turned 30, and to be honest I don't know what to think.

Turning 30 was the best, to be honest. It's as if all of a sudden I was no longer bothered by the stupid and small irritants in life. Like I had finally learnt to properly not take life seriously.
It's been great. Obviously this didn't happen over night on my 30th birthday, but still. ...it's been great.

Though, at this point I'm paying off massive debts accumulated from travelling during my 20s so my life is effectively on hold whilst I indirectly work for a couple of banks.

Just embrace the wisdom that should be creeping up on you by now. :)
 
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