naturally i feel things very deeply; pain, happiness, sadness, etc. but on heroin, as all of you probably know i didnt feel any thing deeply, if anything at all. walk right up to a girl talk to her and even sometimes get a date.
the things that get me jealous now when im sober, only got me a liiitle jealous when i was high and that only lasted for a few minutes before i forgot about it.
without drugs, i feel useless. i'm talking about any drug. adderall, klonopin, heroin, all sorts of opiates. i feel like i cant and dont want to do anything when i am not on them. i never have any real motivation to do anything when i'm sober. the reward system in my brain is fucked up and drugs are the only thing that cures it.
my life on heroin was great. i started a new great paying job, was going to the gym, getting girls numbers. it was great. the only thing i hated about it is the stigma of "oh you do heroin! junkie!".
the things that get me jealous now when im sober, only got me a liiitle jealous when i was high and that only lasted for a few minutes before i forgot about it.
without drugs, i feel useless. i'm talking about any drug. adderall, klonopin, heroin, all sorts of opiates. i feel like i cant and dont want to do anything when i am not on them. i never have any real motivation to do anything when i'm sober. the reward system in my brain is fucked up and drugs are the only thing that cures it.
my life on heroin was great. i started a new great paying job, was going to the gym, getting girls numbers. it was great. the only thing i hated about it is the stigma of "oh you do heroin! junkie!".