feeling pain

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

I know this prolly wont make sence to anyone.. but im putting it here for a few hours...
i hope you know i wasn't raped... i let him do it
to fill the void that you leave me with
i wanted it to stop and when he wouldnt it hurt
physically i was scared, bruised, and sore
i cried, i came to you and i cried
you still didnt show any sympathy
you just laid there...
did you not care?
im glad i lied
why do you deserve my love and my truth
when all you do is let it roll off ur steel surface
and shatter into pieces like my heart
when you said goodbye to me
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~*P*L*U*R*R*~
Smoochies, Glitter and Lollies ~
~*Princess Jen
*Don't frown, 'cause you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile*

 

[cherub]

Hun, I am sorry for whatever you are going through. I really hope you heal your pain. I really don't know what to say exactly, cause I am not sure exactly happened. Though I have an idea,, if you need someone to talk to , Please email me.
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen