Feeling messed up after capsule

[ronalol]

So I tried a capsule of MDMA a while ago, which I tested with a Marquis and it turned instantly black / purple maybe a tint of red. I've only ever tried pills before this. The crystals were a light brown colour which my friend checked and also said he was pretty sure with MDMA. However once I tried one capsule, after coming up after an hour things started to feel wrong. Rather than sort of warm waves I just felt this intense pulsing feeling that made me feel like I was going to pass out, which got seemingly stronger for around four hours until it started to stop. I was actually pretty terrified at the time as I was sure what I have either wasn't MDMA or wasn't just MDMA. On top of this I kept getting pulses going through my heart which I have never had before making it beat fast like I have having an adrenaline rush. This scared the crap out of me even more, along with a feeling the entire back of my brain was turning in to wool like acid was pouring into and melt it away. It was quite literally painful and it felt like I was going to pass out. There was no loved up feeling of any sort after the first hour. I also sort of felt like my entire body was numb, for example when I touched my arms it felt like somebody else was touching them like I wasn't quite there. A few days later comedown is awful. I am used to feeling a bit sad for 1 - 2 days, and maybe a bit lethargic with a woolly head... but this is different as for four days I have felt A) The most depressed I have ever been in my life B) Incapable of thinking coherantly C) Awful migranes and throbbing pain in my head which comes in waves D) Still mini rushes in my heart. Things seem to be not quite as bad today but the entire experience has really shaken me up. I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions as to what I might have had or if horrible trips like this can happen on just MDMA? Obviously I'm guessing you would recommend staying away from MDMA for a while (even if I only take pills which I know are definitely alright as I've never had problems before...). Alot of my friends have gone through phases of dropping pills for weeks at a time (Standard in the UK) and insist they feel fine although don't get as high as they used to. I'm just also pretty worried on a whole about how much damage I might have done to myself this one time on something I really regret trying right now.

 

[Bearlove]

If you check the European drug discussion section you will see people complaining about the Tan MDMA as it lacks the empathy.

I personally would not be too worried about lasting damage and if you just take a break I would assume you will be back to normal pretty quickly (Obviously you know yourself better than anyone on here so if your not feeling better in a few days pop to the doctors). Do you know how much you took? If your used to lower strength pills and then drop a strong capsule it can leave you felling pretty much as you explained.

 

[Darksidesam]

even if I only take pills which I know are definitely alright

Well if you can take something that you have took before thats tested and you have a good time on it,
thats good. Sorry you had a bad experience on mdma.

You know that Mdma is the chemical we are after in pills right?
'ecstasy' is mdma . thats the feeling we want

which I tested with a Marquis and it turned instantly black / purple maybe a tint of red.

Purple/black = Good.

hint of red could be a number of things , Pale red? deep Red?

Final colors produced by Marquis Reagent with various substances
- Aspirin Deep red
- Benzphetamine HCl Deep reddish brown
- Chlorpromazine HCl Deep purplish red
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chlorpromazine

I really dont know, you could have got a mixture of stuff, and ended up with a Research Chemical too.

Btw brown mdma?

when you say brown do you not mean Tan/ off white?
But colour isnt a way to tell really, unless you got black mdma youd be like what the hell is that lol.


Im sorry you had a bad time on mdma, its not meant to be that way!

 

[ronalol]

It was a tan coloured powder, probably around 100mg per capsule I think but it just seemed like there was a negative kick to it and I didn't know what it was, maybe I am just not used to capsules as you guys said.

 

[Bearlove]

As you didn't test your gear we have no idea why it didn't work as you expected (but if you read my above post). This really isn't heading anywhere though so I am closing the thread.