Used coke for the first time two days ago, had two pretty massive lines and a decent sized third one. I drank a fuck ton of alcohol aswell with it, maybe not much if you saw how much but i'm quite a lightweight and it was still quite a bit IMO.
I mean, obviously it felt pretty nice. First line i had I was pretty sober, after i had it i just felt really energized and alert, it makes you feel so ahead of yourself and unstoppable which i kind of liked but i can tell that could fuck some people over by making dumb decisions. Maybe had my other line an hour or so later, i still felt the first line but I was coming down and felt so fucking drained. Another line down the hatch, and felt the nice dopamine rush again.. I started drinking with my drunk friends, we had some shots and i felt pretty amazing. Third line comes along, time to leave my mates house and head to my other friends place, we get an uber over there and i have a massive bong. Didn't feel much on the first bong so i sunk another cone and i was blazed asf then headed to sleep.
Next day, holy shit i felt so drained and down. Nose all blocked up, and after blowing it for quite a while managed to make it bleed.
Today, i don't feel so down but still slightly. Today i just feel like i'm in an agro mood, barely talked to my parents and i'm acting like a complete cunt, usually drug comedowns just make me sad/slightly depressed for a day or so but this is different and wondering if it's normal? I kinda have a love hate relationship with the high, it made me feel pretty decent, hype as fuck and alert, but not on the same out of control version as something such as MD... I kind of liked it but i also didn't like how it made me feel so egotistical. I probably will have this drug a few more times later in my life, but i don't think too much.
Is this normal the next few days?
I mean, obviously it felt pretty nice. First line i had I was pretty sober, after i had it i just felt really energized and alert, it makes you feel so ahead of yourself and unstoppable which i kind of liked but i can tell that could fuck some people over by making dumb decisions. Maybe had my other line an hour or so later, i still felt the first line but I was coming down and felt so fucking drained. Another line down the hatch, and felt the nice dopamine rush again.. I started drinking with my drunk friends, we had some shots and i felt pretty amazing. Third line comes along, time to leave my mates house and head to my other friends place, we get an uber over there and i have a massive bong. Didn't feel much on the first bong so i sunk another cone and i was blazed asf then headed to sleep.
Next day, holy shit i felt so drained and down. Nose all blocked up, and after blowing it for quite a while managed to make it bleed.
Today, i don't feel so down but still slightly. Today i just feel like i'm in an agro mood, barely talked to my parents and i'm acting like a complete cunt, usually drug comedowns just make me sad/slightly depressed for a day or so but this is different and wondering if it's normal? I kinda have a love hate relationship with the high, it made me feel pretty decent, hype as fuck and alert, but not on the same out of control version as something such as MD... I kind of liked it but i also didn't like how it made me feel so egotistical. I probably will have this drug a few more times later in my life, but i don't think too much.
Is this normal the next few days?