So, first blog entry. I'm just feeling rather blue today 
My girlfriend is going through some personal stuff right now and it's really affecting our relationship. She's going through a crisis of faith and is feeling very homesick. She's originally from Vermont and is stuck here in Chicago due to lack of funds. Unfortunately, when she does find work out there she'll be moving for sure...and I wont be going with her. Dont get me wrong, I would never even think of asking her to stay as family is everything to her and she loves and misses her family dearly, I just dont know how we'll see each other when she goes.
This is all just happening so fast and I feel like I just cant deal with it all right now. On top of everything else I cant even do drugs until I find another job as I lost mine a few months ago thanks to the economy here. I suppose it's a good thing that I cant get fucked up but I just feel like I could use some help dealing with all this.
Anyway I just needed to vent.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, much love to you. I'm gonna make myself some tea and think this all over.
My girlfriend is going through some personal stuff right now and it's really affecting our relationship. She's going through a crisis of faith and is feeling very homesick. She's originally from Vermont and is stuck here in Chicago due to lack of funds. Unfortunately, when she does find work out there she'll be moving for sure...and I wont be going with her
. Dont get me wrong, I would never even think of asking her to stay as family is everything to her and she loves and misses her family dearly, I just dont know how we'll see each other when she goes.This is all just happening so fast and I feel like I just cant deal with it all right now. On top of everything else I cant even do drugs until I find another job as I lost mine a few months ago thanks to the economy here. I suppose it's a good thing that I cant get fucked up but I just feel like I could use some help dealing with all this.
Anyway I just needed to vent.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, much love to you. I'm gonna make myself some tea and think this all over.