Feeling a bit lost...

I'm not a blogger at heart i just tend to sit in the background and read the brave stories of others...
But here i am sat pondering whether to write or not. My story is simple compared to others i have two adorable children who i love dearly and wife who after 26 years has decided to pull the plug on our relationship, the relationship to be honest died many years ago so i take my hat of to her for having the courage to do what she has done. I'm told that with what she has put me through i should be delighted now have the opportunity to start again, so why do i feel so sad and lonely, the worst loneliness is that what you feel when you are actually still in a relationship and that's where i have been for many years now, i hasten to add the children, through their choice are both coming with me of which i feel humbled.

Please, i don't ask for comments, but if you do be nice, take care and stay safe all.

PR
 
So a couple of months go by and i start to get my head around starting a new life with the kids, a scary but also exciting thought. And then i find the emails which makes every a more clear, the third party in the whole thing, the missing link. The hardest thing is that she never bothered to cover anything up which meant the kids could have found out, but will i get wasted will i f****, why because i'm better than that...
Take care and stay safe all...
 
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