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February - Getting and staying clean/sober thread

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24 more.. including starDH <3=D
 
neversickanymore said:
ALright everyone take a deep breath.. 1 2 3, back to reality.. hope you guys are doing great today.. anybody else but me having a good day?
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I went to class on 3 hours of sleep without eating because I'm broke. The only food i ate today was shit that other people treated me to when they noticed I wasn't eating, I never ask. I ended up passing out for 4 hours in the afternoon cause of how tired I was - but then I went and had a great AA meeting and had a great time fellowshipping afterwards, and honestly, I'm ok right now. In my book this was a good day because I'm sober and alive and I got my shit done with class even though every bone in my body was screaming bail and sleep. I'm in a good headspace, and regardless of the shitty parts it was a damn good day. :)

274 Days and counting. =D
 
1st day of lowering my benzo dose tommorrow. Been on them for far too many years. Kicked every other drug except benzos.
 
caseface99 said:
I went to class on 3 hours of sleep without eating because I'm broke. The only food i ate today was shit that other people treated me to when they noticed I wasn't eating, I never ask. I ended up passing out for 4 hours in the afternoon cause of how tired I was - but then I went and had a great AA meeting and had a great time fellowshipping afterwards, and honestly, I'm ok right now. In my book this was a good day because I'm sober and alive and I got my shit done with class even though every bone in my body was screaming bail and sleep. I'm in a good headspace, and regardless of the shitty parts it was a damn good day. :)

274 Days and counting. =D
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You probably can get a food assistance card to help you with food during school. California Government Benefits or
http://berkeleyfoodpantry.vpweb.com/
 
Good morning all!! I have been off of opiates for about 45 days =D.....
......in this time, besides pot, I have only done GHB twice and meth once.....NO H. I'm still so motivated to not touch opioids ever again. But, as far as the psychs & amphs go, another day, I say!:p
 
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If necessary, great yogis and yoginis can spend years in solitary isolation without feeling lonely. Yet we may feel unbearably lonely if we are separated from our boyfriend or girlfriend for even one day! Why is there such a great difference between ourselves and the yogis? This has to do with our own internal male and female energies. As long as they are fragmented and unbalanced we will remain desperate for the company of others and incapable of being satisfied. If our internal male/female mandala were complete, however, we would never experience the pain of loneliness at all.

We can all survive Valentine's Day if we allow ourselves the ability to enjoy our own company.
 
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If necessary, great yogis and yoginis can spend years in solitary isolation without feeling lonely. Yet we may feel unbearably lonely if we are separated from our boyfriend or girlfriend for even one day! Why is there such a great difference between ourselves and the yogis? This has to do with our own internal male and female energies. As long as they are fragmented and unbalanced we will remain desperate for the company of others and incapable of being satisfied. If our internal male/female mandala were complete, however, we would never experience the pain of loneliness at all.

We can all survive Valentine's Day if we allow ourselves the ability to enjoy our own company.
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Lovely!
 
i am i think now 8 weeks clean of heroin and have only been using crack at weekends..compared to using it all day and night long for three years almost when i was still back living in london..but i have to say i miss it very much as much as i see the difference in me and how i finally start getting things done again and am accomplishing my goals, building my career back up etc..but still i am desperately craving heroin..i haven't had any brown heroin since i left london in november (and this was really my passion)..here in paris the china white is not smokable and not as easy available for me ( i am not a big fan of snorting gear either) so i kinda stayed clear from it...but i am soooo tempted :( i am getting paid tomorrow and all i can think of is to get out and get some...i am terrible
 
I'm clean from hardcore drugs for 4 months now except for occasional drinking. I think I've made progress from weekend drinking to occasional comparing myself from 2012 and even further back. Keep up the good work guys we can do this!
 
"Find a way of life you love and have the courage to live it"

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This is the life I love. I've already managed to climb Kilimanjaro, Elbrus and Aconcagua. Next up is Denali. If I'm successful with that, next WILL BE Everest. Sometimes it feels like a death wish, but most other times I realize my desire to climb ultimately is a reflection of my will to live.


Another month sober!
 
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